Why does it have to be so difficult

[Sickman75]

really? i just read you take it with water in the first 3 posts and that was your second question here.
your making this harder than what it is. you should probably move on to something that isn't hard for you.
I dont know whats left. The night night method is probably one of the simplest ways,
maybe find a tree? this was just discussed on here before you got here.

 

[Thisisme373]

really? i just read you take it with water in the first 3 posts and that was your second question here.
your making this harder than what it is. you should probably move on to something that isn't hard for you.
I dont know whats left. The night night method is probably one of the simplest ways,
maybe find a tree? this was just discussed on here before you got here.

I ain't gonna lie I am lazy, it all just seems so bloody complicated to die, every thread I read has tons of pages with more n more questions or people who have failed and the more you read them the more complicated it seems to become.

 

[Thisisme373]

I'll try find that night night thread @Sickman75 theres got to be some method that would suit me, so far the best that doesn't involve a gun is the NM but I'm just afraid I'll fuck it up somehow.
I do appreciate the advice you have given.

 

[Sickman75]

I ain't gonna lie I am lazy, it all just seems so bloody complicated to die, every thread I read has tons of pages with more n more questions or people who have failed and the more you read them the more complicated it seems to become.

well most of us who get here are pretty much exhausted from life and energy in itself.
Depression kills the whole body not just the brain. literally destroys you until you
have reached your final strand of string from the deteriorated rope you been holding onto.
im lazy too, but you might as well at least educate yourself on some different methods and
how they work. that SN method is pretty much cut and dry as far as what to do.

 

[Sickman75]

I'll try find that night night thread @Sickman75 theres got to be some method that would suit me, so far the best that doesn't involve a gun is the NM but I'm just afraid I'll fuck it up somehow.
I do appreciate the advice you have given.

you wont fail. you take some anti vomit pills and 15g. but yeah it probably isnt your calling
otherwise it would be singing to you

 

[Thisisme373]

you wont fail. you take some anti vomit pills and 15g. but yeah it probably isnt your calling
otherwise it would be singing to you

Sounds simple when you put it like that, so far I'd say it the most likely option for me to be honest.
Yes depression has zapped all my energy, I will read into it more, I'm not looking to ctb right now, I'm waiting to see what develops in the next few weeks as things could get even worse for me so I'm exploring methods to be prepared.

 

[Sickman75]

IM the same way too. if it happens to fall ill be ready

 

[21Neberg]

I'd make sure to aim it correctly from inside the mouth aiming upwards but for me even having the gun in a draw at home would give me comfort knowing the options there.

I remember reading that you should actually aim the gun behind your ear towards the other side of your head to hit the brainstem as accurately as possible.

 

[Thisisme373]

IM the same way too. if it happens to fall ill be ready

Do you have a planned method?

 

[WhiteRabbit]

If I had a gun it would be simple, pull the trigger, done!

You would think it was that easy, but in reality it's not. I mean, jumping off an extremely high point is just "walk up to edge and jump, simple"

Why don't you just jump?

 

[Thisisme373]

You would think it was that easy, but in reality it's not. I mean, jumping off an extremely high point is just "walk up to edge and jump, simple"

Why don't you just jump?

That's far more scary, far more painful & you could survive albeit disabled and deformed.

 

[WhiteRabbit]

That's far more scary, far more painful & you could survive albeit disabled and deformed.

Same thing with a gun, that's that point I was trying to make. There really isn't a perfect non-scary method, I think drinking N is as good as it gets.

 

[Thisisme373]

Same thing with a gun, that's that point I was trying to make. There really isn't a perfect non-scary method, I think drinking N is as good as it gets.

I disagree, using a gun to me is nowhere near as scary as jumping and there's a lot less chance of it going wrong, also it's quick and less painful.

 

[WhiteRabbit]

I disagree, using a gun to me is nowhere near as scary as jumping.

I was only compairing them because both take just one brief action to cause death. It's easy to say "Oh if I had a gun, i'd blow my brains out, no problem." But as someone who's held a gun up to my head, it's not as easy as you'd think, and so many people end up surviving and living miserable lives afterward.

 

[Thisisme373]

I was only compairing them because both take just one brief action to cause death. It's easy to say "Oh if I had a gun, i'd blow my brains out, no problem." But as someone who's held a gun up to my head, it's not as easy as you'd think, and so many people end up surviving and living miserable lives afterward.

Yeah I do understand that it's not so easy but if you REALLY wanted to end it once you've pulled the trigger it's done, survival instinct can't stop anything once you've pulled that trigger.

 

[Sickman75]

Do you have a planned method?

I'll do the SN route. down the hatch and lay down and fall asleep

 

[TAW122]

Nope, it isn't. I thought the same thing for a while, but truth is some people fucked it up just enough to survive.

How? I haven't done much research on gun-related suicides but do you know of any examples?

This happens because they either use too weak of a caliber (22lr, .25 ACP, 22s, .17hmr, etc.) or they shoot at the wrong angle or area. Like TiredHorse (if he is still on here) said many times before, never aim under the chin! Hollywood bullshit has contributed to a lot of misinformation and thus, many failed attempts that result in the person being a vegetable or being in an even worse state than before.