Discussion Why do you want to ctb?

[Dreamless Sleep]

Decades of chronic pain, depression and social anxiety that have isolated me from any relationships. Failed as a wife. Failed as a mom.

Wake up every day miserable, realizing this is my life now.... laying in bed watching tv, working just enough to pay bills, eat, sleep, rinse and repeat. There is no point in such existence.

 

[Persil]

I have hearing loss and tinnitus. First condition makes me devastated, second is very stressful. As a result I developed insomnia and anhedonia. I haven't watched any anime or played any video game for 1,5 years. I only listen to music to mask my tinnitus. I'm not going to live like this.