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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
I love Squidward and relate to him as he's miserable and I'm miserable
 
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sadgirl2002

sadgirl2002

Fallen Angel
Apr 9, 2019
452
My profile picture is of a girl desperately waiting for a call from the man she loves. This has been my situation for over the last two years.
 
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Uninstall

Uninstall

Member
Jul 30, 2019
8
Evangelion Is one of my favorite anime along with Serial Experiments Lain. Shinji, for all his faults, can be a very relatable character.
 
Shades of Grey

Shades of Grey

Student
Jun 17, 2020
183
It's Fillerbunny:

"I Fill Up" 15 PAGES!: Is the first issue of Fillerbunny. It was completed in a single night. Fillerbunny is removed from stasis and pumped full of drugs in order to perform his duties, which naturally consist of him being tortured nearly to death and convulsing in pain from all the horrible experiments already performed on him. The comic also features interludes starring Jhonen himself, cursing his decision to agree to this book while he slowly transforms into a kind of sentient pickle thing. Fillerbunny also eats a bunch of stuff, makes a bunch of cute animal friends who are promptly killed, and the comic ends with him being poisoned, only to be resusicated a moment later much to his disappointment. He only wants the pain to end,"

 
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TessB

Warlock
Oct 13, 2020
743
Mine's me
 
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rikakim

rikakim

girl anachronism
Dec 12, 2019
11
my profile picture is Rika from the otome game Mystic Messenger. I really relate to her. she went through a lot of childhood abuse and has many mental health issues (depression, anxiety, psychosis, delusions etc.) that no one but her fiance knew about, but she truly cared about her friends and loved helping people and even started a fundraising association. and then she commited suicide.
...but in reality her fiance faked her ''suicide'' because she ran off to start a cult when her delusions got so bad she believed she needed to be a savior to help everyone, but ended up hurting everyone she loved.
oh and her fiance admitted that he never actually loved her and was just obsessed with her, so no one has loved her since she was born. my profile picture is the moment she realized that.
and she is extremely hated by fans of the game because she hurt almost every character in some way and is pretty much the ''villain'' :D
 
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loopylou

Learn to fly
Jan 11, 2021
884
It's of a tunnel near my house that I dream about dying in
 
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Good4Nothing

Good4Nothing

Unlovable
May 8, 2020
1,864
Just the cover of one of my favorite albums.
Maybe I'll change it up one day...
 
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TwoTenEightyEight

TwoTenEightyEight

Knowing better hurts.
Mar 7, 2021
43
whats the meaning behind your profile picture? mines's sayori from ddlc, i relate to her a lot.
My avatar shows the possition of the common carotid artery in the neck. That's where I plan to bleed out; when I'm ready, of course.
 
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it's_all_a_game

it's_all_a_game

I remember...death in the afternoon...
Nov 7, 2020
356
It's Richard Butler from The Psychedelic Furs. He wrote the band's lyrics; most of them heartful, emotional and insightful. I've never fell in love with anyone, but I think "Love My Way" is a very compelling track. It's on my final playlist.
 
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DunnoWhyButYeah

DunnoWhyButYeah

~*-*~
Apr 3, 2020
399
It's me and describes well how I feel.
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,990
I like Jason voorhees and when the world goes to shit a pair of Machete's will be my weapon's of choice!!!
 
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readyforsleep

readyforsleep

Member
Feb 2, 2021
54
I thought it was pretty
 
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avoid_slow_death

avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
1,358
To remind myself I don't belong here and I need to leave this world immediately.
 
Rn110bg101

Rn110bg101

I want to go home
Apr 18, 2019
412
The most relatable meme I've ever seen. It's basically my whole life now, and the reason why I'm doing this (mostly)
 
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Tabbyql

Tabbyql

Chronic people pleaser
Mar 13, 2019
282
Nothing clever. My characters from lego movie bad cop. His head as 2 faces and spins freely to suit his mood. I feel I do that very regularly my smiley fake face and the real confused unhappy face. Meh
 
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RedHarlequin

RedHarlequin

Mage
Jul 8, 2018
530
My kitty I miss a lot.
 
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Neowise

Neowise

We fly and fly but never reach our destination.
Oct 7, 2020
508
The comet C/2020 F3 - also known as Neowise - could be seen on the night sky with the naked eye in summer 2020. This was the first astronomical event that I have watched besides a partial solar eclipse and it really impressed me.
I also wanted to avoid being recognized here so using my gaming name and avatar were a no-go for me.
 
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Cockney_Rebel

Cockney_Rebel

Everything you want is on the other side of fear.
Jan 7, 2021
455
Mine is the badge for Stone Island, the Italian designer clothing label.

They don't conform, they constantly research and find new ways to be out of the norm (be it fabrics, materials or design.)

I believe that's how many of us are on here. We're not conformists, and we live in a sub-culture. We don't think like most people, and we're "happy/content" in the way we think and/or behave.
 
death137

death137

miserable
Jun 25, 2020
1,166
Mine is Tewodros II. I relate with him mainly because he ctb. People who ctb inspires me.
 
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suicidesheep31

suicidesheep31

Specialist
Jun 27, 2020
348
mine is connected with the film the Wall Pink Floyd. I liked how they pictured people queuing going to the trash bin without moving.
I am a sheep among other sheep. And my life or death will not affect the smooth running of universe.
 
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UninformedLover

UninformedLover

"We will fight this together...as a family."
Nov 12, 2019
305
I just really like Wanda and Vision from the avengers :smiling:
 
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rotten

rotten

Student
Apr 14, 2021
154
Mines a picture of a snow globe I received as a gift. When I look at it in real life it helps calm me down a little.
 
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All-Dead-Y

All-Dead-Y

Vancant meat suit for sale!
Apr 4, 2021
51
Tsukiko Sagi from Paranoia Agent. I found the anime on this forum! It's really good I seriously reccomend. Sagi a stressed out artist that seems to hallucinate her Hello Kitty-esque character talking to her. She's real purdy
 
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Octavina

Octavina

Paint the black hole blacker
Jan 9, 2021
186
I have a terrible and immature sense of humour. Specifically gen z and shitpost memes on YouTube have somehow made me feel somewhat sane, they always make me laugh, and that is an emotion I usually never feel, due to the amount of meds I have to take which make me a zombie. I just have a dark sense of humour, and suicide and depression memes especially have helped me though this darkest time in my life. I know it makes zero sense to most people, and it seems like it'd make me feel even more suicidal, but somehow it does the opposite, and makes me want to hang on longer.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,533
My picture represents me I guess.
 
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Sprite_Geist

Sprite_Geist

NULL
May 27, 2020
1,595
Firstly: because it looks "cool" - personally speaking, and second: it is obscure and does not make sense - like me.
 
Sslsh

Sslsh

Experienced
Jan 29, 2020
293
It's from a music video about a dude regretting his existence
 
Thanatonaut

Thanatonaut

My time is coming.
May 17, 2019
264
Because it's fucking funny.
 
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