Venting Why do i think this way?

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I am always disturbed late at night with thinking of jumping or dying so often that I get barely any sleep and am haunted by constant reminders on past failures how does anybody deal with this? I went to therapy and was told to suck it up and if I said anybody that could be perceived as a threat I would get locked up. How can people expect you to get better or recover when life hasn't changed for the better in years It's all so tiring not even eating cheers me up.

Hopefully next week is better.

 

[weedoge]

Sorry for your suffering. That sounds awful to be honest I cope with sleep by smoking bud. Its a real shame mental health "professionals" don't seem to give a shit about people like us, I've had some similarly shit experiences.

Wanna talk about it some more? Are you interested in recovery?