suicidal_tendencies
Suicide is a word that resonates within me...
- Mar 17, 2025
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Since three days ago I am listening to music related to cutting, suicide and scene/emo culture and after doing research related to knives yesterday (and what knives Yuri most likely uses), I got the desire to try cutting myself.
Not that I am in a bad mental health, I mean yeah, I still am on this forum and get occasionaly some suicidal thoughts, but all in all I wouldn't have a "reason" for cutting myself.
And to be honest, if I only think about a knife or something slicing into my flesh or into some vein, I am wincing.
Maybe it's because I'm still in a state where I try different things out, but I dunno.
Not that I am in a bad mental health, I mean yeah, I still am on this forum and get occasionaly some suicidal thoughts, but all in all I wouldn't have a "reason" for cutting myself.
And to be honest, if I only think about a knife or something slicing into my flesh or into some vein, I am wincing.
Maybe it's because I'm still in a state where I try different things out, but I dunno.
