guys, i dont know whats wrong with me it is as if im too tired and depressed to go do it? The whole thing feels cringy... but i know I have to do it...
Plz help me overcome this??
Plz help me overcome this??
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GrumpyFrog
Exhausted
- Aug 23, 2020
- 1,913
Absolutely nothing is wrong with you other than being depressed. That's the primary thing depression is known for - making you too tired and apathetic to do anything, positive or negative.
Maybe you just need a break from anything for now? If you plan to CTB in the future, you can pretty much say "screw it" to your responsibilities and spend some time just getting some rest until you feel like you have a little more energy.
Caspers
Lost
- Jun 23, 2020
- 403
In order to get the energy to do things, you need to make yourself a bit more active (I know everyone says that and it gets boring). Can you maybe go up and down your stairs twice a day? Or walk around your room for five minutes? Increasing your stamina will make you less tired, which will mean you are able to do stuff like plan CTB if that's your wish. I found writing how I was going to do it made it easier, maybe try that?
builtwrong
permanent solution to a permanent problem
- Aug 24, 2020
- 51
I feel that, I'm often torn between an impulsive ctb and letting myself rot. I get used to bad situations I'm in very quickly so even when I hit a new rock bottom it just feel like "well, guess I'm here now." Shit, I'm homeless now and I'm just doing the bare minimum to couch hop despite being confident I'd ctb before it got this bad. More often then not I just delay the inevitable by doing the bare minimum to go another day, but this time I won't run out of money before I buy my supplies again.
Incorrigible77777
I was born human and I'm sorry for that. ——太宰 治
- Jul 9, 2020
- 229
Same. Often feel quite weak since having major depression. When I feel weak, I don't want to eat anything and keep laying in the bed or sofa. Even surfing the Internet can be tiredsome. Haven't eaten anything in 3 days.
Ness
They/Them pronouns, please
- Aug 28, 2019
- 248
I feel this, it's one of the major reasons I'm still here.
Ctb feels so uncomfortable and dark thats why i struggle with it, its like it makes me a shit load more depressed when i think about it and everything about it... i feel trapped, becuz i dont know of a method thats quick and wont freak me out
Caspers
Lost
- Jun 23, 2020
- 403
Have you read the PPH? You can find it on this forum, it may give you an idea. I hope you find peace whatever you choose.
listeningpost1379
enduring winter
- Apr 20, 2019
- 93
XYZ
I just can’t get these damn wrists to bleed
- Jul 22, 2020
- 800
One of the effects of my depression is the difficulty to act. Not just when it comes to ctb, but in all other respects as well. Depression is a beast with 8 heads and 9 lives. No matter how much I fought it, it came back stronger and ravaged me even more. It turned me into this ghost of a person that I am today.
I completely relate with you. In fact i posted similar things.
Here's my recent begging for help post
Here's my recent begging for help post
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/all-im-doing-is-wasting-away-time.46620/
