why do I bother writing lines

[thereisnoone]

Why do I bother writing lines that bring me nothing. and no one cares, so theyl show me that they dont care. the amount of horribleness in the earth shows more than the goodness. I cant take any more of constant battle of my mind and body. knowing that Im trying to pretend that I am not an animal. a sad animal that was left aside while the others kept moving on. So I lost them and myself in the process. Of all the lonlieness and rejection of friends where fakeness showed itself faster then the desperate reach of myself. Ill be anything so why should I try to be anything? Ill never be what I imagined because it is just that an imagination a dream. a false mash of my impossible dreams.

 

[Rishi Forbes Das]

Small abandoned turtle walking the sands alone with broken shell and tears in eyes. No one picked them up.


No one even wanted to understand what abandoned turtle went through...


Small weak turtle begging to be picked up and have their wounds caressed. Desperately begging and crying alone.


No one picked them up.


Abandoned turtles die alone. Broken in their shell. Broken heart and destroyed soul. No one picked them up.
Lonely turtle looked at them with teary hurt eyes.

No one noticed a small hurt turtle crying.


Tortured life and broken soul and shell.


No one noticed a small crying turtle.


Small turtle kept hopelessly looking with crying eyes and bleeding shell.


No one noticed broken turtle crying.

No one to hear baby turtle's pain except their imaginary friend. Only imaginary turtles cared, no real one cared.

Abandoned turtle is bleeding out alone imagining the pain of those dreams.

No one picked them up.


Nowhere for unheard pain to go. Nowhere to be heard and not ridiculed.

Lonely turtle bleeds alone. Bleed and drown. Alone.