Why did you fail?

[KatieW]

I got it, but in my view when your jump after taking poison mainly 3 things can happen: 1. you can die because of the impact (which would leave poison out of the equation), 2. you can survive the impact and be taken to the hospital (where you'd most probably get some treatment against the poisoning as well) or 3. you can survive the fall but not be taken to the hospital. Only in this last scenario poison would be a way to grant your death. Of course there's a bunch of other things that could happen, but I'd take these 3 as a reference. Your idea is not bad, just wanted to give some thoughts about this method

I see. If you choose a cliff or bridge carefully 3 is a likelier outcome than 1 and 2. Death on impact is not reliably instant. I would imagine even down a cliff you may have some long moments to groan in pain.

 

[KatieW]

I think lately the inexpensive helium is 20% oxygen won't kill you

Really good to know.

 

[Redt2go]

Really good to know.

Yeah they really don't want us to die lol

 

[Roberto]

May I ask where you get the anti-emetics from? I had thought I needed a prescription for those and wasn't sure how to convince my doctor.

From indian online pharmacies, for example. Despite they say it needs a prescription, they didn't ask me to send it.

 

[essbet]

From indian online pharmacies, for example. Despite they say it needs a prescription, they didn't ask me to send it.

Is this really possible? Why not just go all the way and order barbiturates? I always assumed those sites were total scams.

 

[wishfulthinking]

Years ago I survived, because I was found too early. I was already unconscious.

 

[NorthAmericanQc]

I've had suicidal thought for many years, but never done much but thinking and researching about it.

My fail can seem kind of hilarious. I wanted/tried to die from dehydration.. When I've had a week off, during winter, I stayed in bed 24/7 for 5 days without eating/drinking. But I started to feel like I was overheating inside and chugged down a lot of waters. It takes too much determination for this method. But apparently it's very peaceful.

Now I discovered this forum, and I have intention to try the dsmo sn method. Hopefully it doesn't fail.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

I wanted revenge..

 

[ScottPilgram]

didn't black out during partial hanging so I got scared that I would survive and the red mark would tip people off and i would end up in the psych ward again (I'm terrified of the psych ward after my first visit)

 

[John Smith]

Years ago I survived, because I was found too early. I was already unconscious.

What did u fail at and why?

 

[Psilo]

I'm a coward, plain and simple

 

[KatieW]

I'm a coward, plain and simple

Not quite. Few can muster self murder. It's a really big deal; you simply must plan it thoughtfully. At least so I tell myself.

 

[dustyermine]

I sent a text message to several of my close friends (this was during the middle of the night). One of them woke up and came to where I was to stop me. I didn't want her to have to see my mangled body on the highway when she got there.

 

[Psilo]

Not quite. Few can muster self murder. It's a really big deal; you simply must plan it thoughtfully. At least so I tell myself.

I can't plan, because I don't wanna think too much about it, makes me nervous. I do some prep and I wait when I'm really low some other day, didn't worked out like I want for now...

But I like to know that I have something that could potentially end it, its empowering and a comfort for me.