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aGoodDayToDie

Arcanist
Jun 30, 2023
460
I watch too much star trek 😅😂

I strongly identify as a klingon, from the perspective of how they look forward to death. To become one of the honoured dead. That death should be celebrated. And that it's best shared.

I'm a fucking pussy though 😂 I probably wouldn't be a very honourable klingon. I'd avoid battle at every opportunity. I shun pain. But I'll tell you what I'd be up for death at the drop of a hat.

Star trek is great. I'd quite like to live in a future with no money. Where life is just about bettering yourself and humanity. Where people have respect for each other and are accepting of others' beliefs. If I said I identified as a klingon, I'd be respected. I'd be allowed to die with dignity, support and love. Not trapped in a life of suffering by arrogant, willful assholes imposing their views on me when it's none of their fucking business
 
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PinkyStat

PinkyStat

It’s killing me
Jun 4, 2023
143
nothing special, i dyed my hair pink literally 1 day before i have created this acc and i was out of ideas
 
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lyfsoverrated

Member
May 22, 2023
46
How I feel
 
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BlackSpotOnTheSun

Member
Jun 19, 2023
31
Mine is a lyric from a song by the Police, called King of Pain.
Quite often that song describes perfectly how I am feeling.
 
Stormy Raine

Stormy Raine

Quietly counting down the days, hours, minutes..
Apr 7, 2023
372
Is there even a reason??? I'm always curious about everyone else's.
Stormy Rayne
Stormy because my life growing up having always been difficult, abusive and kind of like a horrible storm.
Rayne because I cry a lot, I probably cry more than it actually rains.
I used those names all my life.
 
Arachnid_Antichrist

Arachnid_Antichrist

Probably a Philosophical Eldritch Being
Jul 2, 2023
51
I like spiders (and other creepy crawlers) and I'm a satanist :3
I like spiders (and other creepy crawlers) and I'm a satanist :3
 
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fedupwithlife

Student
Jul 28, 2023
153
I think it's pretty straight forward xd
 
Jormungandr on Coke

Jormungandr on Coke

Member
Jul 19, 2023
38
PGF=PsychoGangForever
Melly = my pfp
Both are rappers I like
 
Alltheywanted

Alltheywanted

Nobody knows what I see
Mar 6, 2023
331
I was always trying to be all they wanted from me and it made me feel like a shit.
 
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delora

delora

Lola (she/her)
Jun 5, 2023
54
When registering, I felt like I wanted to go by a simple name.

Delora is derived from the Latin word "dŏlŏr" > (genitive "dolōris"); meaning pain, grief, sorrow.

I thought it was fitting, and liked that I can shorten it even more to just Lola.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,363
Delora is derived from the Latin word "dŏlŏr" > (genitive "dolōris"); meaning pain, grief, sorrow.
I like it when users refer their usernames to Latin! Do you have some further knowledge of the language? I'm just curious! Sorry for offtopic.
 
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delora

delora

Lola (she/her)
Jun 5, 2023
54
I like it when users refer their usernames to Latin! Do you have some further knowledge of the language? I'm just curious! Sorry for offtopic.
Ah, unfortunately, I don't! Aside from thinking it's really cool, haha.
Languages in general are pretty fascinating.
 
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avoid

avoid

Jul 31, 2023
288
I enjoy taking short names that can be interpreted in different ways: `avoid` and `a void`. And both interpretations may make you think: avoid life or avoid death; avoid voids or enter the void; and what kind of a void?
 
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cheese.out

cheese.out

Why am I still here
Jul 25, 2023
204
Peace out, just with a little bit of cheese.

I like cheese
 
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112

Member
May 28, 2021
51
ohoho, wouldn't you like to know. nice try, but i'm taking this one to my grave with me.
 
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sammiechzxv

sammiechzxv

just a girl who's kinda sad
Aug 7, 2023
242
I just like twice and I didn't want to use a username I use anywhere else
 
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crazy_rainbow

crazy_rainbow

tired of feeling invalidated
Jul 27, 2023
10
i mean it's similar enough to my usual internet name but still different so people won't recognize me and i don't have to be creative lmao
 
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flypno

flypno

Member
Nov 14, 2021
19
i love hiphop, i´m producing some beats. i like to to do it, but actually i´m bad in it.

It´s my "artist" name
 
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greyblue_bian

greyblue_bian

2x Failed CTB Member
Jun 10, 2022
184
ohoho, wouldn't you like to know. nice try, but i'm taking this one to my grave with me.
this only makes me more curious...
 
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tera_forest

tera_forest

Mar 19, 2023
67
It's from an mmorpg I used to play called Maplestory
 
mizumono

mizumono

Member
Aug 9, 2023
26
it's the title of my favorite episode of my favorite show
 
CTBookOfLife

CTBookOfLife

ᴶᵘˢᵗ ᵃ ˢʰᵉˡˡ ᵒᶠ ᵃ ᵇᵒᵈʸ ʷⁱᵗʰ ᵐᵃⁿʸ ᵐⁱⁿᵈˢ
Aug 5, 2023
149
Perfect thread for me!

So, I'm aware of the different terms for CTB. Cease to breathe, catch the bus, etc. But I was unaware of the term "close the book" until I saw someone on here say it, and I immediately was intrigued.

Catch the bus seems to be the most common iteration, but for me, it doesn't fit. Buses go somewhere. Buses travel. Even when you "take the bus out of town," it will travel.. somewhere.

I don't want to think about where I'd go after death, at least not now, and especially not in my darkest moments. For me, CTB (if I'd ever do it) would be an end, not a new beginning. I want the pain to end, simple as that, close the book, done.

Oh, and when I was younger I liked the movie Book Of Life. That was an afterthought.
 
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Unsolved

Unsolved

~You drew stars around my scars~
Aug 13, 2023
10
Cause my other username wasn't available
 
loverula

loverula

lainpilled ❀
Aug 14, 2023
26
i have an anonymous reddit account named this, i literally have no idea where this name came from...
 
angel_cries

angel_cries

Member
Aug 14, 2023
32
My name is related to a angel and I almost never cried even in moments of pure stress but when I do is from pure despair and soul gutting pain
 
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