Discussion Why did you choose YOUR method?

[YukiFox]

Hanging because I see as the "Cleanest" methoad, since I will not left a mess with blood. Also I only imagine to take my own life as with losing all my breath. Another fact to choose hanging is the no-return.

 

[lemon17]

I love that. There is just something special over that method because humans has killed themselves with this method for hundreds if not thousands of years and as you said it´s simple and 100% effective, once you kick the chair away there is no turning back the only downside is the discomfort and panic but it will be over in seconds I imagine.

besides, it's very masculine death

 

[sadsoul]

Jumping from a bridge because I live with my parents and can't do all the other methods. It's not my favorite method at all but it's better than nothing. Overcoming the SI would be quite difficult though.

 

[Jessica-]

Im going for fentanyl. I find mechanical methods like jumping, train etc too daunting.I want something quick, relatively peaceful and most importantly reliable. I couldn't get my hands on N, I would use that if I could.

 

[ScorpiusDragon]

SN will be my method because it's easy to obtain and all I have to do is swallow.
I already tried to buy N from A but it never arrived. I tried partial but I couldn't pass out. Full suspension scares me too much. I don't have the guts to jump from a tall building. Hiding the equipment for a method like CO gas seems too hard (I live with my bf, so I need something easy to hide). And it's difficult to legally obtain a gun in NY.

 

[riverstyx]

My method is N.

Unfortunately it's impossible to get.

I just wasted $700 on a shipment from A. The probability of getting it now is realistically close to 0%.

I've started investigating SN as a method. The problem is that it seems to involve pain while dying. Specifically headaches.

 

[burnedCookie]

N because it's clean, sure and easy.
I would have preferred N2 but I don't have the energy to set everything up

 

[Baskol1]

Because jumping is the only method i can use, because im most of the time not alone home.

 

[MerrySkeleton]

Right now I'm leaning towards OD (probably with opiates) combined with a scheduled email to police telling them where to find me. I have access to guns but I'd rather not destroy my face and making a bunch of cops deal with a room splattered with blood strikes me as being impolite. Furthermore, I'd like to be comfortable when I go out, not filled with terror as I fall off a bridge or something.

 

[k3v3r]

If i wasn't locked in a hospital, i would take some pills to make my blood thinner, slice my wrist open with an x-acto knife in the bathtub, pass out and drown.
I know slitting your wrist doesn't have a high succes rate, but i'm a self harmer, and i want my last moments to be bleeding. I'm very fascinated by blood

 

[calendulo]

My method is N.

Unfortunately it's impossible to get.

I just wasted $700 on a shipment from A. The probability of getting it now is realistically close to 0%.

I've started investigating SN as a method. The problem is that it seems to involve pain while dying. Specifically headaches.

really sorry, I guess that you are so mad as a heck. I did not received the meto neither.
About SN as a method reliable, be careful.
As a suggest and respectfully, I'd try any kind of mixture, them are slower than N, but painless. That would suffice for success.

 

[Lennox]

My currently chosen method is carbon monoxide (CO) gas produced by chemical reaction. Because if done right it's fast, painless and clean. (SN is my plan B)

However I'm seriously considering a switch do hydrogen sulfide (H2S) gas, because it's even deadlier. I'm not in a hurry to ctb, so I'll be conducting tests in following weeks to see I can properly pull off the H2S method.

 

[HQTD]

Gunshot to head. Because my attempts with prescribed drugs and partial hanging were a shame. And I am afraid that I start scratching myself while hanging and to fail again.

and c'mon? A guy who can't even kill yourself successfully? That's a real shame.

And lately i have been dealing with an inner violence, punching walls, breaking things and so...Despite going to gym (to "relief"), it is a lot of rage and anger that i will liberate against myself blowing my head. I am not even sad anymore I just feel numb.

 

[Soul]

IDK I always thought that our chosen method has a deeper meaning, like it was an astrological sign or a personality type.

Hangers born from * to *

Jumpers like the outdoors

etc etc

BTW I'm an Hanger (ascendant Overdoser)

I think so too:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/methods-as-forms-of-expression.17321/

On the other hand, having little choice is also a factor. I'm considering SN because my real favourites either won't work for me (nitrogen) or are too far out of reach (fentanyl).

I could also go with a spectacular motorcycle crash but unfortunately I don't have one and renting a pushbike just isn't the same.

besides, it's very masculine death

Is it? It's very popular among women. To me it seems ... serious. No frills, and "no you can't pretend I'm sleeping".

 

[Bagger]

Why? Its simple - money. SN is so cheap here