Discussion why care what happens after death if we'll already be dead

[nitritegirl]

like why care what my family will think, if they will mourn me or what they will do. i'd be dead already so it doesn't matter. it's not like i never imagine how it would be but that does not affect my decision to ctb. i want to ctb because i feel like absolute shit. i won't live for the others. i won't live just because a family member would miss me a lot. if i feel so bad that i want to ctb, i will. nobody understands what i'm going through, and the pain is getting unbearable.

i also think nothing happens after death. i've seen this question quite a while here, but for me it'd be just nothingness, and i don't believe in god, so i don't think i'll "go to hell" or whatever people say.

 

[basedgod_]

I agree with you. Sometimes I wonder how people will react though just to know whether or not they truly cared about me.

Frankly I hope there is nothing after death and I just decompose into darkness.

 

[monolog]

experience never go away
it encoded in backbone of universe

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand and for me ceasing to exist could only ever be positive as after all if I don't exist I cannot suffer in any way, there are no disadvantages to being permanently unconscious where this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake is finally all gone and forgotten, non-existence solves everything for me. I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this torturous existence and for me being conscious is always torture, I just want to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered at all.

 

[Aflame5926]

i understand but still i would leave something behind. i dont know the full story.
is it maybe because they failed or you think that they failed you idk.

i would make a simpel video just to minimaze the huge ass damage you do to "family" and "friends".
give them some answers so after the nuke you gonna drop they can atleast survive a little bit and not being absolute destroyed.

im pretty sure its not only your family that caused all your pain. but mutliple factors that resulted that

you dont owe them anything. think of it being the bigger person.
they have still a life to live and its only gonna get harder and harder for them

and if im wrong ill take this statement back and apolize

 

[TAW122]

I shouldn't really care, but part of me does care a little bit because I think if I could set the record straight or even have people understand things that would be nice, but I would never compromise my plan to CTB just so some people can 'understand'. Yes, it ultimately doesn't really matter as I wouldn't be around for the aftermath. I suppose one thing is that I wanted SaSu to benefit (for those who are still around in the future) even after my death and that is partly why I also went to great lengths to write many threads on various topics, even if I'm not going to be around in the long term to see what happens.

 

[Hg5fd]

On the one hand, you don't have to worry about when I'm gone. After all, when that happens, I won't care. But on the other hand, I want to die, and I can't help but think about the possible terrible consequences of this act. It's like I'm being selfish and not thinking about my family. Maybe it's even good that after death you don't have to think about what you've done. Therefore, it may even be good if there really is no afterlife.

P.S. I apologize for the mistakes. English is not my native language.