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Sadbanana
God doesn't care
- Aug 20, 2024
- 39
I understand that not everyone's life is so fucked up as mine. But they unfortunately can't imagine their life to go as bad to even consider suicide. It's not because they have stronger mentality, it's more like lack of imagination, or they don't consider that possibility because it would be unpleasent. Just because they are lucky and have a good time, doesn't mean everyone feels like that. Some people are better off dead.
For example, if anyone could feel what I feel inside, they would probably understand that suicide is actually a good thing for me. Too bad I don't have the perspective gun from Galaxy hitchhiker's guide. I would show them.
All the avaliable cbt mothods are brutal and painful. I want something quick, painless and idealy I won't be so ugly sight, because I don't wanna traumatize everyone. It would be so easy if euthanasia were available. But I'm forced to live like this.
For example, if anyone could feel what I feel inside, they would probably understand that suicide is actually a good thing for me. Too bad I don't have the perspective gun from Galaxy hitchhiker's guide. I would show them.
All the avaliable cbt mothods are brutal and painful. I want something quick, painless and idealy I won't be so ugly sight, because I don't wanna traumatize everyone. It would be so easy if euthanasia were available. But I'm forced to live like this.