nebble
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- Jun 13, 2024
- 4
I'm old enough to buy a long gun(rifle/shotgun). It's so clearly the best choice. I just have to make up some story about wanting to learn to shoot, choose a cheap rifle, wait a few days to get it, and boom. There's basically no chance of failure yet I'm too scared to go to a store and actually get one and would rather use less reliable/ more painful methods. I don't know why I can't bring myself to do it. I know I want to die and I'm planning how I'll do it but for some reason I'm not taking the easiest and best way. Maybe it's just too hard to look the store clerk in the eye and lie about my motives, or how messy the method is. I hope I can work up the courage to just get one.