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heretogethelp

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May 3, 2021
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After i finish my work, i turn to oversleeping to avoid the mental pain. I live with my mum so getting the SN is difficult. Will have to pick it up from a post office and then take it in the bathroom at night while my mum is asleep. I never asked to be born. I want to leave this cursed world :'(
 
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BreakTheCycle

BreakTheCycle

Life means suffering. Try to break the cycle.
Aug 6, 2021
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Some people just feel this way. At a place like this many people gather and think the same way as you.
If u rly wanna leave, do it. Life is not worth living if it is just for others. If u can find something that is worth to keep going than u should keep going, but it can be rly hard to find something that has so much value for yourself it's worth the suffering.
It sucks to deal with all this suffering, even tho I don't know what it is for u personally it's bad enough to think about ctb.

I hope u either find a way to deal with your suffering or have a ctb with dignity. Whatever u choose I'm 100% sure u'll find the peace u deserve.

If u wanna talk my pm's are always open, even tho I won't stay much longer than a couple of days to talk to u.
 
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heretogethelp

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May 3, 2021
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Some people just feel this way. At a place like this many people gather and think the same way as you.
If u rly wanna leave, do it. Life is not worth living if it is just for others. If u can find something that is worth to keep going than u should keep going, but it can be rly hard to find something that has so much value for yourself it's worth the suffering.
It sucks to deal with all this suffering, even tho I don't know what it is for u personally it's bad enough to think about ctb.

I hope u either find a way to deal with your suffering or have a ctb with dignity. Whatever u choose I'm 100% u'll find the peace u deserve.

If u wanna talk my pm's are always open, even tho I won't stay much longer than a couple of days to talk to u.
How come u won't stay much longer than a couple of days to talk to me, are u going to ctb?
 
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BreakTheCycle

BreakTheCycle

Life means suffering. Try to break the cycle.
Aug 6, 2021
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How come u won't stay much longer than a couple of days to talk to me, are u going to ctb?
I won't ctb right away but I'll be going on my last journey towards my last destination. A place beautiful enough to make me say: "Here I wanna die"
So yeah it'll be just for a couple of days but the offer is there so feel free to take it.
 
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heretogethelp

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May 3, 2021
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I won't ctb right away but I'll be going on my last journey towards my last destination. A place beautiful enough to make me say: "Here I wanna die"
So yeah it'll be just for a couple of days but the offer is there so feel free to take it.
what age and gender r u?
 
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Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
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I'm sorry for your pain.

I wish you peace in whatever you choose.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
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If you don't know how am I supposed to?
 
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FuneralCry

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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I'm sorry you are suffering. I also wish I was never born, I mean we were all perfectly fine not existing until we were forced to live. I understand that it can be debilitating dealing with any kind of pain. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
 
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