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nonamegirl

Student
Jan 6, 2020
183
I want to be me. I know deep deep within me there lies a potentially awesome person, but she'll never come out as she's confined, locked away cause of all this tormenting shit that seeps through her body and mind
 
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Worthless loser

Member
Feb 13, 2020
45
Anyone but me
 
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Skathon

Skathon

"...scarred underneath, and I'm falling..."
Oct 29, 2018
586
@ctbUniquectb
...are you trying to guilt-trip me?
I will not respond to any of your further comments. Farewell.
 
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It'llNeverEnd

Member
Mar 1, 2020
99
I want to be a boy. not through surgeries and hormones, but all along.
 
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waterbottleman

waterbottleman

Not a person
Sep 30, 2019
721
Here's the things I'd change about myself if I could

- Have high self esteem

- Be more outgoing

- Be able to connect with people better

- Not be autistic

- Be better at reading people

- Be a little taller

- Have a more masculine jaw

- Have blue eyes

- Be a successful multimillionaire options trader and investor with my own money
 
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Oyoy

Oyoy

Spatula
Feb 2, 2020
741
I agree. I did not like seeing such a brilliant mind scensored. I have gotten in trouble too. Guess I was too into my ctb.
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Bullsh-t. It looks to me like the best part of you ran down the crack of your mama's ass and ended up as a brown stain on the mattress
I want to be a boy. not through surgeries and hormones, but all along.
I have dick envy too. Me. Are so awesome. I dislike
Here's the things I'd change about myself if I could

- Have high self esteem

- Be more outgoing

- Be able to connect with people better

- Not be autistic

- Be better at reading people

- Be a little taller

- Have a more masculine jaw

- Have blue eyes

- Be a successful multimillionaire options trader and investor with my own money
I lack self esteem and am
4'10 1/2. I feel your pain.
 
waterbottleman

waterbottleman

Not a person
Sep 30, 2019
721
  • #35
Bullsh-t. It looks to me like the best part of you ran down the crack of your mama's ass and ended up as a brown stain on the mattress

I have dick envy too. Me. Are so awesome. I dislike

I lack self esteem and am
4'10 1/2. I feel your pain.

Damn I'm 5'9 and wish I was 6 feet.

I personally don't mind my height, it's that women in the USA are obsessed with and often require men to be 6 feet tall to date them.
 
Oyoy

Oyoy

Spatula
Feb 2, 2020
741
Damn I'm 5'9 and wish I was 6 feet.

I personally don't mind my height, it's that women in the USA are obsessed with and often require men to be 6 feet tall to date them.
I am female. Everyone says it's better to be a short woman then man. I make everyone feel like a giant.
 
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waterbottleman

waterbottleman

Not a person
Sep 30, 2019
721
I am female. Everyone says it's better to be a short woman then man. I make everyone feel like a giant.
I agree with that, I think short women are more attractive than women who are average in height or tall.

However I'd also say it's better to be a tall man than a tall woman.
 
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voyager

voyager

Don't you dare go hollow...
Nov 25, 2019
965
As BitW said. Just me, but healthy. Don't even mind the situation, nor my age or all the wasted years. Would like to think I could get out of anything and accomplish all I want, if I was as healthy as I imagine myself to be.

marcusuk63 said:
I know it sounds awful , it's like i'm saying , "i wish my mum and dad would die so i can kill myself " but i dont mean it like that but i think you know what i mean .

Know what you mean as well. One wants the best for one's parents, but really is just waiting for them to die. A terrible conundrum. One doesn't even live anymore, just waiting for the day to ctb. No pets. No kids. No commitments. No life and no future. It's just sick. *hugs*
 

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