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Bitterly_Nostalgic

Bitterly_Nostalgic

to me, my x-men
Apr 8, 2026
46
My family would be devastated, especially my father and sibling. They're the ones I'm closest too. My cats would probably miss me as well, I'm the only person they actually like. I love my family and pets, and I really don't want to hurt them. They're why I'm trying one more time to get help.
 
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YISDISBAD

Member
May 8, 2026
16
Who would miss you the most when you're gone from this world? who would be the most devastated?
My parents.
They already lost my brother when he was 21 turning 22.
You don't expect that shit.

I know it would hurt them.
But really.
I just don't care.
Like I could just kill myself now without a second thought.
Dying doesn't scare me. It's weird. Because I look at my brother as lucky.
 

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