Venting Who/what do you blame for your desire to CTB?

[33K1LLM3]

Simple, my parents, the teachers I have had, a few people who I met, my family and who knows I have a few people in my mind

 

[darksouls]

our perverse society is to blame for everything
if my parents had not received money from the state for me
they would not have had children

 

[bananaolympus]

My genetics i guess my mental health problems started out of nowhere from a cold once i recovered wasn't covid that was 10 years ago

 

[iwantitover]

Probably the fact my biological mother who gave me special needs through drinking In pregnancy which has caused me to be bullied and underestimated my entire life because of this I've attended a special needs school which screwed me up even more social workers keeping me in that school till the point where I nearly had a mental breakdown as well as the fact I've been bullied most of my life my first attempt I was 13 im almost 20 have no gcse exams which is half of a high school diploma for you Americans I also have had to deal with the breakdown of my first relationship with a girl and death of a loved one which has caused Me to attempt sucide five times over the last month two attempts got stopped by my friends then the other one I texted my ex a goodbye messege and she called the cops like seriously the least you can do Is let me die but yea that's why I'm like I am .

 

[Dejected 55]

The song "No one is to blame" by Howard Jones in 1985. It's a good listen and I identify a lot with the lyrics.