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CuddleHug

CuddleHug

Back, but with less enthusiasm. Hugs~
Feb 22, 2020
259
Hi... fellow passengers? Do we have a collective name for ourselves in this community?

Aaanyway, I finally made an account after a year and a half in the shadows. Honestly, I was scared of doing it because it would feel like I am now in the line for that damn bus we are all waiting for. You know, like passing a point of no return in some way. Not that I have to CTB to be a proper member here, but I am now choosing to actively participate in discussions about suicide. I'm embracing it.

Speaking of embraces, I love hugs and I promise to always provide them free of charge to anyone who asks for one! Do you know what the best thing about hugs is? It's that by giving one, you always get one in return. Magic! Infinite love, you literally can't lose (unless you dislike hugs or intimacy).

That's my introduction. I'll be seeing you all around (will try to, at least). Actually, yeah, I'll see you all around, but I can't promise you'll see me :P Got to get used to posting...

Maaany many hugs~ <3

Edit: Oh, and I put this in Suicide Discussion because I am here because I want to CTB. Not sure when, but it's happening at some point. I failed my first attempt almost a year ago now, thinking of trying again the same date. Obviously better prepared this time. I got interrupted that time and here I am, still breathing :(
 
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Deathbydemo

Deathbydemo

Mage
Feb 15, 2020
518
You seem so sweet. Big hugs right back to you! ❤️
 
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Suicide_vampire

Suicide_vampire

In Vino Veritas
Feb 11, 2020
426
Welcome to the site... Feel free to post and share your thoughts, feelings etc. Good or bad, we are a very welcoming and kind community so welcome❤️
 
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George81

George81

Member
Jan 8, 2020
57
I'd like a hug please if they're going free! :smiling::hug:
 
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CuddleHug

CuddleHug

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Feb 22, 2020
259
You seem so sweet. Big hugs right back to you! ❤
Thank you so much <3 Hugs~
I'd like a hug please if they're going free! :smiling::hug:
Always! Like I said, if I give one, I get one back. And I live off of hugs, so it's a sweet deal! Maybe should have named my account HugVampire or something, haha :D

Oh, and before I forget: hugs, hugs and triple hugs! <3
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Nov 7, 2019
2,321
Send you a hug :hug:
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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I like hugs too! im Always here if you need a hug :)
 
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George81

George81

Member
Jan 8, 2020
57
Thank you so much <3 Hugs~

Always! Like I said, if I give one, I get one back. And I live off of hugs, so it's a sweet deal! Maybe should have named my account HugVampire or something, haha :D

Oh, and before I forget: hugs, hugs and triple hugs! <3
Thank you for my hug! Giving you a hug back x :hug:
 
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CuddleHug

CuddleHug

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Feb 22, 2020
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CuddleHug

CuddleHug

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Feb 22, 2020
259
I'm not worthy. but here is one for you :hug:
See, that's where you're wrong. If you give me one, I have no choice but to hug you back. So you're absolutely worthy! <3
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
1,804
Edit: Oh, and I put this in Suicide Discussion because I am here because I want to CTB. Not sure when, but it's happening at some point. I failed my first attempt almost a year ago now, thinking of trying again the same date. Obviously better prepared this time. I got interrupted that time and here I am, still breathing :(

So these hugs are a time limited offer? Well, I guess we should take as many as we can get.

Here is a hug from me. :hug:
 
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Whale_bones

Whale_bones

A gift to summon the spring
Feb 11, 2020
451
I like your explanation about how by giving a hug, you're also getting one in return. I'd never thought about how the act of hugging is simultaneously giving and receiving hugs for both people :))
 
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Melkus2020

Melkus2020

Bad Character
Feb 19, 2020
217
Can't tell but im dishing out mad love and respect.
 
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Quarky00

Quarky00

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2019
1,956
I don't get it , you've been watching this place for 1.5 years and now come to hug us? :shy:

Bit creepy if you'd ask me. Oh well creepy suits the place lol

:wink:
 
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CuddleHug

CuddleHug

Back, but with less enthusiasm. Hugs~
Feb 22, 2020
259
So these hugs are a time limited offer?
That's a very good point. Get them now, CuddleHug limited edition hugs, going now for... nothing!

In all seriousness, though. If there is one thing I will be remembered by, it's probably my hugs. Not that I get to give them out much nowadays. I'm a bit hug-deprived lately.
 
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S1mpleme

Mage
Dec 27, 2019
517
Love? Hugs? Didn't hear.
 
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CuddleHug

CuddleHug

Back, but with less enthusiasm. Hugs~
Feb 22, 2020
259
I don't get it , you've been watching this place for 1.5 years and now come to hug us? :shy:

Bit creepy if you'd ask me. Oh well creepy suits the place lol

:wink:
Watch out or I'll hug you to death! Wait...
 
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Lady Lazarus 2020

Lady Lazarus 2020

Student
Jan 25, 2020
144
Hi... fellow passengers? Do we have a collective name for ourselves in this community?

Aaanyway, I finally made an account after a year and a half in the shadows. Honestly, I was scared of doing it because it would feel like I am now in the line for that damn bus we are all waiting for. You know, like passing a point of no return in some way. Not that I have to CTB to be a proper member here, but I am now choosing to actively participate in discussions about suicide. I'm embracing it.

Speaking of embraces, I love hugs and I promise to always provide them free of charge to anyone who asks for one! Do you know what the best thing about hugs is? It's that by giving one, you always get one in return. Magic! Infinite love, you literally can't lose (unless you dislike hugs or intimacy).

That's my introduction. I'll be seeing you all around (will try to, at least). Actually, yeah, I'll see you all around, but I can't promise you'll see me :P Got to get used to posting...

Maaany many hugs~ <3

Edit: Oh, and I put this in Suicide Discussion because I am here because I want to CTB. Not sure when, but it's happening at some point. I failed my first attempt almost a year ago now, thinking of trying again the same date. Obviously better prepared this time. I got interrupted that time and here I am, still breathing :(
Well, this is the best damn intro I've ever read! Welcome to the community! and hugs, hugs, hugs to you! :hug: :heart: :hug: :heart:
 
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CuddleHug

CuddleHug

Back, but with less enthusiasm. Hugs~
Feb 22, 2020
259
You definitely need a hug, I can tell. Here you go <3
Welcome to the site... Feel free to post and share your thoughts, feelings etc. Good or bad, we are a very welcoming and kind community so welcome❤
Just noticed your reply, apparently things load out of order on mobile. Thanks a lot for the warm welcome. I am most definitely going to make use of this safe space to vent and talk about things I can't share with anyone else. Hugs <3
Can't tell but im dishing out mad love and respect.
Very much appreciated <3 Oh, and don't forget your hug. Get it while it's warm!
Well, this is the best damn intro I've ever read! Welcome to the community! and hugs, hugs, hugs to you! :hug: :heart: :hug: :heart:
Yay, how kind of you! I feel a lot better now than I did an hour ago. For once in my life I feel appreciated. I knew bribing everyone with hugs would be effective :3
 
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Quarky00

Quarky00

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2019
1,956
Watch out or I'll hug you to death! Wait...
Embracial harassment.

Unsolicited huggable offense under Section 18 Subsection 438 of the anti-intimacy code.

:heart:

* joking

You reminded me when I used to hug -- the "squeezer" , the "bone crasher" , and my famous "hug-and-lift" maneuver :haha: And there's the "shake-and-twirl" . In hindsight I may have hurt a lot people lol
 
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CuddleHug

Back, but with less enthusiasm. Hugs~
Feb 22, 2020
259
You reminded me when I used to hug -- the "squeezer" , the "bone crasher" , and my famous "hug-and-lift" maneuver :haha: And there's the "shake-and-twirl" . In hindsight I may have hurt a lot people lol
Haha, I can relate! I'm most proud of my anime-style "lift-with-one-arm-and-spin" hug I did once. I'm super tall and my friend really tiny, so it kinda just happened as we met for the first time (had talked for 2-ish years online). Couldn't contain my excitement xD Besides that, my hugs are always soft and cuddly. I guess maybe I almost suffocated some friends in my boobs, though (although they are quite small, I'm fairly skinny). You know, tall girl problems...
 
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Quarky00

Quarky00

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2019
1,956
"lift-with-one-arm-and-spin"
Ohhhh :shy: *gasp of amazement from audience*

Those are the toughest ones. Could only do with < 45kg.

I used to be like you but I'm now a recovering hugohilst. Lol
 
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HadEnough1974

I try to be funny...
Jan 14, 2020
684
I'd like a hug please if they're going free! :smiling::hug:

Me too me too!!! Oh and I'm offering free hugs too!! Hey, maybe if we all have a group hug daily we won't want to ctb anymore!
 
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HorribleFeelings1

HorribleFeelings1

Its a hard knock life
Jan 18, 2020
321
Hi... fellow passengers? Do we have a collective name for ourselves in this community?

Aaanyway, I finally made an account after a year and a half in the shadows. Honestly, I was scared of doing it because it would feel like I am now in the line for that damn bus we are all waiting for. You know, like passing a point of no return in some way. Not that I have to CTB to be a proper member here, but I am now choosing to actively participate in discussions about suicide. I'm embracing it.

Speaking of embraces, I love hugs and I promise to always provide them free of charge to anyone who asks for one! Do you know what the best thing about hugs is? It's that by giving one, you always get one in return. Magic! Infinite love, you literally can't lose (unless you dislike hugs or intimacy).

That's my introduction. I'll be seeing you all around (will try to, at least). Actually, yeah, I'll see you all around, but I can't promise you'll see me :P Got to get used to posting...

Maaany many hugs~ <3

Edit: Oh, and I put this in Suicide Discussion because I am here because I want to CTB. Not sure when, but it's happening at some point. I failed my first attempt almost a year ago now, thinking of trying again the same date. Obviously better prepared this time. I got interrupted that time and here I am, still breathing :(
Yup almost everyone here In the suicide discussion thread is waiting in line for that damn bus, I'm getting tired of waiting and my legs are starting to hurt :aw: i might start cutting but welcome!! Sending you a hug as well.
 
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Mooshi

Mooshi

Across space and across time, I will be there.
Jan 13, 2020
205
Oh, can I have a hug? :hug:
 
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