• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
developic

developic

I'll die saving a life.
Aug 8, 2025
80
Really I am really curious about this person story 🤔
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: CatLvr and not-2-b-the-answer
bankai

bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
2,340
Do you mean who's the person with the oldest account on the site?
 
  • Like
Reactions: not-2-b-the-answer
Upvote 0
Cauliflour

Cauliflour

I'm the doodler, I make terrible doodles.
Mar 24, 2025
744
I imagine the oldest account here is a mod from the Reddit era.

I also imagine the oldest member on the deleted subreddit was the creator.

In terms of actual members, they're probably either dead or in recovery/recovered. I mean, 2018 was a long time ago, 7 years now.
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: CatLvr, not-2-b-the-answer, cowboypants and 1 other person
Upvote 0
U. A.

U. A.

"Ultra Based" gigashad
Aug 8, 2022
2,598
The admin (@RainAndSadness) has one of the oldest accounts I see still active, but lately I feel like I've seen a good number of pre-2020 users active including others from that year (when the site was founded). Some current members have used the site with now-dead accounts, others still frequented the Reddit where this came from but took a while to make it here (@derpyderpins).

I do find it strange that on the members page, there isn't a list of accounts by age, also active in the last few months or something. That'd be neat to see.
 
  • Like
  • Hugs
  • Informative
Reactions: somethingisntreal, CatLvr, not-2-b-the-answer and 2 others
Upvote 0
EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
1,859
on this website, @Okami is the oldest account~ @Sanctioned Suicide is the 2nd oldest account~ Additionally, @ThymineC had the oldest comment on this website~ In regards to who was the oldest member in any SS community (i.e. the Reddit), that would be deadman5551 with ReckonerA having the 1st reply on Reddit~
 
Last edited:
  • Informative
  • Like
  • Hugs
Reactions: somethingisntreal, CatLvr, not-2-b-the-answer and 10 others
Upvote 2
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,592
Marquis (founder) is back as an "advisor", and has posted recently,, but I think he's using a new account.
 
  • Like
  • Informative
Reactions: CatLvr and not-2-b-the-answer
Upvote 0
U. A.

U. A.

"Ultra Based" gigashad
Aug 8, 2022
2,598
on this website, @Okami is the oldest account~ @Sanctioned Suicide is the 2nd oldest account~ Additionally, @ThymineC had the oldest comment on this website~ In regards to who was the oldest member in any SS community (i.e. the Reddit), that would be deadman5551 with ReckonerA having the 1st reply on Reddit~

Did you find this out via Archive? I just noticed that every member's URL ends in a number and I'm pretty sure that number is their "join" numbed. Okami is 3, so allegedly the third...what happened to 1 and 2? The still-very active @not-2-b-the-answer is #92, and having joined six days later, it lends credence to the idea.
 
  • Informative
  • Hugs
Reactions: CatLvr, not-2-b-the-answer and EternalShore
Upvote 0
EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
1,859
Did you find this out via Archive? I just noticed that every member's URL ends in a number and I'm pretty sure that number is their "join" numbed. Okami is 3, so allegedly the third...what happened to 1 and 2? The still-very active @not-2-b-the-answer is #92, and having joined six days later, it lends credence to the idea.
No, I did not, but I used the numbers as you stated~ :) I'd be willing to bet that "M", the name for Marquis's old account, is one of those first 2 accounts tho~ It does not link to a member or any page, even in the Wayback Machine, so its nunber is unknown~ many other early SS accounts are also left in this state making me think this was the original response to being banned/self-banning/sewer sliding, altho, I'd have to look more into it~ regarding the other one, idk, but it could be Sergei or a test account, idk~
 
Last edited:
  • Informative
Reactions: InversedShadow, CatLvr, not-2-b-the-answer and 1 other person
Upvote 0
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,360
Did you find this out via Archive? I just noticed that every member's URL ends in a number and I'm pretty sure that number is their "join" numbed. Okami is 3, so allegedly the third...what happened to 1 and 2? The still-very active @not-2-b-the-answer is #92, and having joined six days later, it lends credence to the idea.
I'm unfortunately still alive. 😉 I never really thought about the user join #
I think there are still a few from before 2020.
 
  • Hugs
  • Love
Reactions: U. A., FadingSnowFake and CatLvr
Upvote 1

Similar threads

bellaisdonewithlife
Replies
2
Views
180
Suicide Discussion
bellaisdonewithlife
bellaisdonewithlife
B
Replies
1
Views
289
Suicide Discussion
gayboy300
G
RainAndSadness
Replies
12
Views
621
Suicide Discussion
TAW122
TAW122
LilGhost
Replies
0
Views
90
Suicide Discussion
LilGhost
LilGhost