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death137

death137

miserable
Jun 25, 2020
1,166
I'm hoping to die this or next week.
 
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SpinTop555

SpinTop555

Member
Nov 16, 2020
70
Yes I am and hope the same.
 
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yive

yive

life is evil
Nov 6, 2020
695
tbh, i don't want to see 2021
 
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rabbithole

rabbithole

Experienced
Oct 26, 2020
271
Me. Planning but I'm conspiring against myself
 
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LastWhisper

LastWhisper

Who cares if I'm drunk?
Oct 29, 2019
223
Me too. Probably around 25-30th. My setup is ready, so I only have to go at my location.
 
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pika8787

What is life
Sep 9, 2020
19
Me! Can't deal with life anymore and hope to not see 2021. There's nothing more for me here.
 
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Kruger

Arcanist
Dec 26, 2019
482
tbh, i don't want to see 2021
Neither do I, I'm so annoyed I haven't been able to get my pentobarbital tested.
 
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Sorrygoodbye

Sorrygoodbye

Member
Sep 28, 2020
40
I *should* do it this week, but I'll probably wait till next year. I wish I just had the guts to do it.
 
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foxdie

Got my ticket
Aug 18, 2020
1,011
I really hoped to exit in 2020. 15 more days, I guess I'll see. Hopefully, I don't want to see 2021.
 
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elfgyoza

elfgyoza

Cursed
Aug 5, 2019
326
I was so sure I'd never see the end of this week, never mind Christmas or 2021. Life always seems to come and say 'fuck you' though so I'm a little jealous of you guys, but I hope you all find some kind of peace soon :heart:
 
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Tima

Member
Dec 15, 2020
7
tbh, i don't want to see 2021
Me neither, I need to check my plan again, do some prep with letters etc hopefully no more 8 weeks
 
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I screwed up

Waiting for the damn bus
Sep 11, 2019
883
I want to but my SN not here
 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
905
I don't want to face another year. The idea terrifies me.
 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
3,868
Well, my original plan was august this year but... uhm. many things went wrong :ahhha:

I'm probably going to be here in 2021 and we'll see what happens. I don't have anything planned so far.
 
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Nymph

Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,564
I would if I didn't have a pet:/ but now I'm stuck here
 
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Lady_Loveless

Lady_Loveless

Member
Oct 3, 2020
15
Finally got around to writing my suicide note. It was oddly therapeutic I'm definitely hoping to leave this year
 
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Adamsnolife

Adamsnolife

Specialist
May 5, 2020
395
Not now. More than likely now it's going to be next year
 
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sephlove

Member
Nov 22, 2020
82
Planning for either 2-3 days, or next week. Just getting my final affairs in order.
 
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Endeavour

Mage
Dec 13, 2020
566
I want to, I just need to overcome my bloody SI.
 
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VisionsOfHell

VisionsOfHell

Experienced
Oct 31, 2020
259
Yeah, my first attempt, and hopefully the only one I'll need, will be this year. I am looking foward to it but a lot can change in the last days.
 
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neverever

Member
Dec 10, 2020
77
My original target dates were in October. Now I'm hoping to go on December 27.
 
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KleinerWolf

KleinerWolf

Account Wipe.
Apr 30, 2020
2,700
I'll probably be out of here between 26 December-January 3 if my SN comes through.
 
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karaboudjan

karaboudjan

Tired
Sep 24, 2020
27
My contract of employment expires in February and I feel some responsibility to see that out. After that I'll take a few weeks to do a few final things, so I guess my bus will be due at some point in March.
 
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grungeCat

grungeCat

Awkward & weird
Jul 5, 2020
1,110
Me, although it's complicated. I want to CTB very badly and simultaneously I am very scared of death :( I hope my attitude to ctb will change, I've had enough of this world.
 
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neverever

Member
Dec 10, 2020
77
My original target dates were in October. Now I'm hoping to go on December 27.
I am ready to go today, so I wonder whether I will persist until December 27.
 
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death137

death137

miserable
Jun 25, 2020
1,166
I am ready to go today, so I wonder whether I will persist until December 27.
I'm sorry if you are really going to do it today then I wish you a peaceful journey.
 
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