
suicidesheep31
Specialist
- Jun 27, 2020
- 348
Hi SS members,
I sent my form for euthanasia today.
I fell calm right now.
After sending them, i went in a park to do some yoga.
I was feeling really calm. As if nothing bad could happen anymore.
I was watching Suicide Room movie and drinking alcohol.
I feel kind of at peace with my request.
I know that they will contact my GP and specialist now. I fell heard in a way.
One the other hand, it is a little scaring because I don't take this decision on an impulse.
I am still not sure that it is the best solution but I trust the system.
I know that a requirement for mentally ill people is to try any kind of therapy so I expect the process to be long.
I am currently doing DBT and maybe trauma therapy in few months. I need to quit benzodiazepine before and it will not be easy.
I wonder if someone is in this process and how they fell?
Fell free to express any kind of thoughts.
I wish you the best.
I sent my form for euthanasia today.
I fell calm right now.
After sending them, i went in a park to do some yoga.
I was feeling really calm. As if nothing bad could happen anymore.
I was watching Suicide Room movie and drinking alcohol.
I feel kind of at peace with my request.
I know that they will contact my GP and specialist now. I fell heard in a way.
One the other hand, it is a little scaring because I don't take this decision on an impulse.
I am still not sure that it is the best solution but I trust the system.
I know that a requirement for mentally ill people is to try any kind of therapy so I expect the process to be long.
I am currently doing DBT and maybe trauma therapy in few months. I need to quit benzodiazepine before and it will not be easy.
I wonder if someone is in this process and how they fell?
Fell free to express any kind of thoughts.
I wish you the best.