idelttoilfsadness21
I wanna be dead so badly nothing makes sense
- Jan 6, 2025
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I have been having them since I was a child. I'm now 21, and I think days ago and today, I had a dream about the after life. I have had four types of dreams growing up, being in a parallel world, a regular dream where I sometimes lucid dream into, my nightmares or feelings, a dream in general or related to the people I've known from this world, and I often wonder which one is evidentially true… Ah, there was also a fifth one, but it's so rare these days about how I was born and I died in my previous life by drowning that I thought I was Atlantean or something for a long time, but I have no recommend of who I am, even when I try my best to see the past, and I have no way to translate or know who I am which surprises me, as I always saw the deepest part of the oceans.
So, recently, today, I had a dream of this deity and her followers and she was quite tall, scary, intimidating and I felt she was trying to actually talk to me in the now room I live in as I recently moved and it scared me as I felt everything, and she is the goddess of revenge, and her name and face was plastered everywhere, and days ago, which I thought was a dream, but it seems it wasn't was these two twin brothers, one with white hair and black hair, and they could go through things and they were having this battle, but they talk to those who wishes to go home, and I saw them interacting with people and wanting to help them and they were battling and enter dimensions, and I question why I have these dreams, but does anyone else have them too?
So, recently, today, I had a dream of this deity and her followers and she was quite tall, scary, intimidating and I felt she was trying to actually talk to me in the now room I live in as I recently moved and it scared me as I felt everything, and she is the goddess of revenge, and her name and face was plastered everywhere, and days ago, which I thought was a dream, but it seems it wasn't was these two twin brothers, one with white hair and black hair, and they could go through things and they were having this battle, but they talk to those who wishes to go home, and I saw them interacting with people and wanting to help them and they were battling and enter dimensions, and I question why I have these dreams, but does anyone else have them too?