Who else is in their early twenty's?

[imdepressed999]

I am 23, I would like to know if i am the only young guy in here? I see post from people ranging from all ages.

How old are you and how long have you been suicidal?

 

[Dliena]

22M here and I've been feeling this way for several years now. How about you?

 

[hikikomorizombie]

21F. i turn 22 in 3 months but hopefully will never get to, lol. i've been seriously, truly suicidal for 6 years. but i've had suicidal thoughts & urges since i was 13, that's how old i was when i made my 1st plan.

 

[Dliena]

21F. i turn 22 in 3 months but hopefully will never get to, lol. i've been seriously, truly suicidal for 6 years. i've had suicidal thoughts & urges since i was 13, that's how old i was when i made my 1st plan.

Oh I'm really sorry to hear about your stuggles and pains for a long time. I wish nothing but peace and love to you!
Mine really started taking over when I was 16. I'm not exactly the best counsellor around but I can only hope you find the forever peace you so rightfully deserve.

 

[Seered Doom]

23FtM, been this way since 12

 

[FuneralCry]

I've been burdened with this existence for 23 years too long, it really does feel like I've existed for such an incredibly long time. For me it's very disturbing how a human can potentially exist for many more decades, I certainly see suicide as the solution to suffering in this undesirable existence that is basically just a process of slowly dying.

 

[FloopZee]

22 now, earliest Ive thought about it was at 9, decent attempt at 13.

 

[Unknown21]

21M

 

[j1nxxb0yjj4ke]

I am 20, turning 21 in late August and also male..
Ive been suicidal for at least a decade, Id say?
I pray my 20s will be somehow filled with the purest joy and life and happiness possible.., idk how but.. I just hope..

 

[Mr.Tristesse]

Like 90% of the forum...

 

[logi3535]

22 ! i thought there was a lot of older folks here too but i've seen plenty of people from 20 - 24 too

guess its been a while for me, only about a year, but before that i've always had this empty feeling inside of me my entire life, i wouldn't call it depression, maybe just listlessness, but when i think back it still feels like depression

 

[SMG08ABUSER]

24M, been feeling this way since 14 with no end in sight. If I lived to 30 that means I procrastinated too long

 

[breezeboy]

22M. I've wanted to die since I was 11 but never really considered suicide as an option for myself until about 16.

 

[Islacchi]

i'm 20M i turn 21 in may and i started becoming suicidal from 14 to this day, around that age i told my mom i was gonna CTB around my 18 and i was right but i failed completely mostly because of my traumas started at that age so

 

[UmbraDweller]

24F. My suicidal thoughts have been evolving since I was around 16. I'm nowhere near ready to actually attempt due to my fears but hopefully I overcome it soon. I just wish to be free of this pointless burden already.

 

[steppingoff]

well its something we a have in common - the desire to CTB.

 

[grungy自殺]

I"m 20 about to turn 21 in a few months

I had thoughts of it from time to time years ago but it didn't became abrasive until i was 19 and that was when i graduated high school

 

[mark404]

19M. I've only had a desire to CTB for 1 - 2 years now, but I think I've basically been depressed my whole life lol

 

[Dingusguy]

24M I have been wanting to CTB since I was around 17 - 18 ish.

 

[gnomeboy17]

23FtM, been this way since 12

21FtM!

 

[johann_liebert]

I've been burdened with this existence for 23 years too long, it really does feel like I've existed for such an incredibly long time. For me it's very disturbing how a human can potentially exist for many more decades, I certainly see suicide as the solution to suffering in this undesirable existence that is basically just a process of slowly dying.

From reading so many of your posts, never in a million years I would have thought you're the same age as me. I would have guessed you much older. You must be at least an old soul then. I'm sorry what happened in your life that you developed such a cynical view on life itself. I don't think you or anyone were born with the view that life itself is meaningless. I wish you to find redemption, one way or another.

 

[almondmilk]

i'll turn 20 in a few months , but i already want this life to be done

 

[Hopeless_Eagle]

F, 22. Suicidal for, it feels like 23 years

 

[vampyre]

I turned 20 very recently and I've been feeling this way starting from around 11 or 12. I've always felt so different and isolated. I hate that I've had to miss so many childhood experiences because of my depression and anxieties

 

[EvisceratedJester]

I'm 20F, soon to be 21.

I started having thoughts about wanting to die when was around 8 and I started looking into and planning out my first suicide attempt when I was around 14.

 

[Abyssal]

I'm 21, hope to stay that way. Adulthood has shown itself to be agonizing and the things that make life what it is hurt me. It is adulthood itself that has driven me to this point.

 

[Banan321]

20M, felt this way since 14. I was planning doing it being 30 on New Years but I don't think I can last much longer.

 

[Defenestration]

37 in marche.
Suicidal: 2004

 

[Necessary Evil]

23F here. Been suicidal for almost 10 years- tried to kill myself at 14. I never in my life felt so lonely as my early twenties… I really wanna die before turning 25

 

[dogbreath]

20 about to turn 21 soon,, I've been suicidal since I was 12 but tbh the thoughts got really bad during high-school. Biggest dream is to celebrate turning 21 by getting alcohol poisoning and leaving this earth but that's not rlly possible lololol