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pixi

pixi

(formerly goredpet) buying time on minimum wage
Jan 11, 2025
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i have no idea who i would want to find me. i feel like i would hate for any of my family to. makes me consider doing it somewhere like the woods or something. maybe a hotel room. i just hate the thought of my brother or sister coming to check on me to find me layed out possibly with vomit all over me. that's an image you never quite get out of your head
 
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wiggy

Experienced
Jan 6, 2025
227
Best case scenario, some kind of state authority who signed up for this kind of thing.
 
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AnonymousL

AnonymousL

Arcanist
Apr 5, 2023
414
I live completely alone so the person to find me is probably the ambulance when my bf can't contact me for a few hours.
It's gives me a bit of peace.

When I was living with my parents and younger sister I was thinking about writing a note that they shouldn't come up but they probably wouldn't read it. So I was thinking about a hotel room.

If you love your family, don't let them find you.
Losing you will be a lot to deal with already. Finding you will add much more pain.
 
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Apokryphiel

Apokryphiel

I could float here forever
Mar 23, 2025
91
You can never truly be certain whether or not you're going to be found. I guess it just depends on how much effort you put into hiding yourself. I luckily live in a pretty remote area, so I'll just go as far away from anything as I can in hopes of never being found. If you're anywhere even close to roads or something, you have a pretty high chance of being found, whether it be from passerbys alerting the authorities, or the authorities themselves searching for you.
 
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ma0

ma0

How did I get here?
Dec 20, 2024
553
I know that it's gonna happen eventually, but I just want to ensure it's delayed as long as possible.
 
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Thekla

Thekla

The Lord will take me home.
May 29, 2024
25
I sometimes have very cruel visions of shooting myself in the middle of a freeway. It's kinda rude though.
So, I'll probably just hang myself in my room. I'm not too concerned about anyone finding me (because I'll be dead).
 
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technicallyAlive

technicallyAlive

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Nov 29, 2023
40
I'm hoping the first one to find me would be someone of law enforcement or probably my mother. The last person I'd ever want to find my body would be my little brother. I love him to pieces and I know my death will have a huge impact on him and I don't want the last memorys he has of me to be covered in blood or vomit or purple in the face by hanging. I'll probably tape a note to the bathroom door telling them (whoever first finds it) to not come in and to call the cops.
 
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pixi

pixi

(formerly goredpet) buying time on minimum wage
Jan 11, 2025
84
I sometimes have very cruel visions of shooting myself in the middle of a freeway. It's kinda rude though.
So, I'll probably just hang myself in my room. I'm not too concerned about anyone finding me (because I'll be dead).
i've admittedly had thoughts about doing it by gun when it's not the method i'd prefer for similar reasons lol. i'd never actually do it but i've definitely imagined just pulling out a gun and ending myself if someone were to be rude to me in public or if i had my order messed up somewhere. ofc id never do that to anyone, but the dramatics of it do seem appealing until you realize the trauma that would inflict on everyone around
 
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Thekla

Thekla

The Lord will take me home.
May 29, 2024
25
i've admittedly had thoughts about doing it by gun when it's not the method i'd prefer for similar reasons lol. i'd never actually do it but i've definitely imagined just pulling out a gun and ending myself if someone were to be rude to me in public or if i had my order messed up somewhere. ofc id never do that to anyone, but the dramatics of it do seem appealing until you realize the trauma that would inflict on everyone around
I will admit, I'm a little frustrated that I'll never be able to see people's reactions to my death. But yeah, it's pretty rude. Mentally scarring for them.
 
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Jade10666

Jade10666

Exploring the end - Canadian
Apr 8, 2025
106
probably hotel staff - as I would be booked in a hotel. My preference I am not found by anyone who knows me
 
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rabidbunny

rabidbunny

:3
Apr 16, 2025
5
this has been something ive been thinking about too. i wouldnt want my mom, sister or cats finding me in my bed. so ive been thinking about the woods or beach. somewhere where itd be maybe a day or two after the fact before im found that way no one tries to save me halfway thru.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
41,901
It wouldn't matter to me as after all if I don't exist then nothing can concern me and to be permanently free from this futile, torturous existence is all I hope for, I just wish for this existence to finally be forgotten and no longer my problem, death is all that's inevitable anyway after all, everyone has to die somewhere someday and I'd personally always prefer to not exist, I just wish for some peace.
 
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Zyntkalla

Zyntkalla

Welcome to hell on Earth
Aug 28, 2020
118
I had mixed feelings about this.As for now I prefer nobody find me. I don't want anybody I know to find me not because I care It's just I don't wanna be found.
 
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Sunderland

Sunderland

Wanderer
Feb 9, 2025
10
Realistically I wouldn't want anyone to find me. I'd like to take a trip out into the middle of nature and let it consume myself and whatever's left of my spirit. Only reason I would want that is because I'm worried mom would be upset if she found out what happened. If it seems like a freak accident, then I have no problem how it goes down.
 
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timechained

Member
Apr 15, 2025
25
i have no idea who i would want to find me. i feel like i would hate for any of my family to. makes me consider doing it somewhere like the woods or something. maybe a hotel room. i just hate the thought of my brother or sister coming to check on me to find me layed out possibly with vomit all over me. that's an image you never quite get out of your head
It depends on the method I choose.
 
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