Discussion Who do you want to find you when you CTB

[guineapiglover8503]

personally I want EMS to find me before my family does. I don't want them to be too shocked

 

[Phantomygg]

I want my family to find me to see what all the pain they caused me did

 

[FuneralCry]

I don't want to be found, I wish I could erase my existence like I never suffered at all but of course if I no longer exist then nothing in this cruel, torturous existence can matter to me, that's what comforts me about being dead.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Ideally nobody. I have no desire to be found

 

[JustAnx]

If i get to ctb, i'm thinking of going through with it at a hotel. So probably it's gonna be someone from the hotel staff ?

Like i said in another thread, i really don't care as long as it isn't my mom.

 

[Sleepycat]

No one. But if someone has too. I really dont care. Not that i dont love my family. But if i ever find the courage to kill myself, i wont give a fuck. As long as i dont have to go to any form of "afterlife" i just want dead. Quiet. No awareness, no nothing, just dead. Ive also told my family to say or do what they had to to not pay for bullshit or bureaucracy. My sister asked i told her. If they make you claim and pay. Burn and trash. No fancy urn. No stupid rituals. Just burn and throw in the bin.