Discussion Who"d of thought ctb so difficult

[PaxAmerica]

Who would have thought it would be so hard to ctb? I have to admit it's getting harder and harder to contemplate yet i am getting more and more miserable. Go figure. Anyone else?

 

[Snake of Eden]

I relate. As I approach obtaining my method, I am getting more anxious by the pressure i will feel to use it but also I am getting more aware of the aftermath my action will have for myself and those who care for me. I

 

[PaxAmerica]

I relate. As I approach obtaining my method, I am getting more anxious by the pressure i will feel to use it but also I am getting more aware of the aftermath my action will have for myself and those who care for me. I

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[Anonymous 4]

Fix for this, first step, buy N, second step, biy lorazeoam.and xanax, tale 9mg loraxepam 3mg xanax, obvoulsy do the AE protocol, trust me you that N like its a juice, mines next week, 95℅it is, two hardest part of CTB,
For st you got the physical body kick in SI coz it don't was t want to die the hardest part for me,
Then you heve the mental side of SI, which from.what I hav e I theory that 90℅ of tue mental SI is coming from the ego/

So the larazeoam and axnax you will be so chilled, emonless, unliwinhlging to basicy give a shit amount anything, so the mental siide is I'd woild is 10% and if that of what it would normalyy be, if not less, so that's that out the way. And the fact you have N, you don't need to worry about the physical struggle, coz you be in a coma,

I believe this is the fold stanard it reduce SI on both levles providing you have N
D it and tell me if I'm wrong, I hope this helps so amnny people on having to deal SI, which face it is massive bitch and kinda puts fear in you

 

[Dear Agony]

I disagree. If it's difficult, it's because your SI is still very strong, which is not a bad thing. Just means you're human. But yeah, it is very easy to die if you're desperate enough. You don't have to buy SN to die lmao

 

[Anonymous 4]

I disagree. If it's difficult, it's because your SI is still very strong, which is not a bad thing. Just means you're human. But yeah, it is very easy to die if you're desperate enough. You don't have to buy SN to die lmao

Take what I mentioned and it'll make it 10X easy you got nothing to loose, just try it for the emotional feel and to see if it woks

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, ctb can be difficult. The survival instinct can hold us back as we are programmed to live, it is how we have evolved. I think a certain amount of desperation is required to overcome this. I would just love to fall into an eternal sleep really.