Lady Lazarus 2020

Lady Lazarus 2020

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Who cant sleep and what are you doing right now?
 
theguineapigking

theguineapigking

Useless piece of trash
Dec 5, 2019
593
Practicing my suicide method ; hanging.


Are you drinking to relax or take your mind off suicidal thoughts?

Any of you ever watch family guy,American dad,Simpson's,or South Park? Those are hilarious shows for those in a depressed mood. Of course you have to like the humor.
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

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Dec 17, 2018
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I completely fucked something up yesterday so I stayed up all night too just worrying and repeating it in my head
 
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theguineapigking

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Dec 5, 2019
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I completely fucked something up yesterday so I stayed up all night too just worrying and repeating it in my head

Do you want to talk about it? I'm here if you need someone to talk to.
 
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faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
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I have something like I don't want to sleep at all or can sleep all day. This night I did not sleep.
Has been lurking there all night long
 
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theguineapigking

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Dec 5, 2019
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Dang. It can sure be hard to sleep when depression creeps in. For some people they can even oversleep. Insomnia can be a pain too.

That's why funny shows can cheer you up a bit(in the short run) to help with depression.


Melatonin is something that helps some people with sleep in general. Your brain makes it naturally. But stores sell it in 3 mg pills. It helps me. Valerian root is also a natural root used in some teas. It can help you relax. Just a couple of suggestions for those who need to relax and sleep. It can at least help some people. It's always helped me even when my insomnia used to be horrible. I basically am on a late schedule sleeping from 8 am to 4 pm or so. I've never really slept well at night.
 
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Lady Lazarus 2020

Lady Lazarus 2020

Student
Jan 25, 2020
144
Practicing my suicide method ; hanging.


Are you drinking to relax or take your mind off suicidal thoughts?

Any of you ever watch family guy,American dad,Simpson's,or South Park? Those are hilarious shows for those in a depressed mood. Of course you have to like the humor.
drinking to get out of my head. hows practice going? i used to watch simpsons and south park. havent in a while?
Dang. It can sure be hard to sleep when depression creeps in. For some people they can even oversleep. Insomnia can be a pain too.

That's why funny shows can cheer you up a bit(in the short run) to help with depression.


Melatonin is something that helps some people with sleep in general. Your brain makes it naturally. But stores sell it in 3 mg pills. It helps me. Valerian root is also a natural root used in some teas. It can help you relax. Just a couple of suggestions for those who need to relax and sleep. It can at least help some people. It's always helped me even when my insomnia used to be horrible. I basically am on a late schedule sleeping from 8 am to 4 pm or so. I've never really slept well at night.
i wish melatonin worked for me. i need a damn bear tranquilizer to sleep. glad it works for you!
 
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theguineapigking

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Dec 5, 2019
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drinking to get out of my head. hows practice going? i used to watch simpsons and south park. havent in a while?

i wish melatonin worked for me. i need a damn bear tranquilizer to sleep. glad it works for you!


Have you ever tried Benadryl? Like 4 tsp liquid or 25 mg? It can help some people get tired enough to fall asleep. There are sleeping pills that literally have the EXACT same ingredients as Benadryl but are marketed as sleeping pills. There are others similar to Benadryl that work even better. One is called doxylamine succinate, equate brand(Walmart brand). It works better than Benadryl for some people. For me it had a drowsiness effect. But I have medical issues with chronic fatigue anyways. It's likely my body can't handle it as well as other peoples' do. Many people it helps.


Practice is ok. I hope to die soon. My family is holding me back.

I hope you have a good day or night. Maybe you should watch some humorous show. Futurama,Rick and Morty,impractical jokers are just a few more.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
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I just got up but been up for awhile. I get up too early as of late.
 
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randomz

randomz

Specialist
Nov 4, 2019
395
I completely fucked something up yesterday so I stayed up all night too just worrying and repeating it in my head

That's basically me almost everyday, I feel your pain.

On topic: I am up right now because it is 14:24 PM where I am and have to be at work. :D
 
TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
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I'm just browsing SS reading posts and responding to posts atm. Speaking of sleep, there are some nights where I don't get but maybe 3-4 hours of sleep, not necessarily quality sleep though.
 
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Aeathelina

Aeathelina

Little Homeless Girl
Feb 5, 2020
308
Pacing around the living room like a manic and hating myself and fantasizing about all the quick ways I can kill myself
 
Mort

Mort

No use to know one
Feb 15, 2019
622
On here venting :) and thinking why the hell am I still alive just had my birthday so even more depressed another shitty year gone by . And i am still alive one of my next door neighbor's grandkid he was 19 hung him self. Just had enough one day got the dog lead and job done luck bugger feel a bit envious of him he had the balls just got on with it job done . And they me over thinking it and when I have tried my survival instinct kicks in. Wish that would sod of let me be they nothing left i am just existing a waste of space an oxygen thief. Just laying here in bed thinking what's the point of life how i see it your just born grow up get old and die. O and sum times make little version of your self so the same old shit keeps going on and on and on. As i lay here they no point to life so why the hell am i still breathing ?????????????
I'm just browsing SS reading posts and responding to posts atm. Speaking of sleep, there are some nights where I don't get but maybe 3-4 hours of sleep, not necessarily quality sleep though.
I am lucky if I get that much sleep in a week :[ nights can be sum of the longest times in your life sum times i think I will never see the sun come up . Mind you that would not be a bad thing for me it means i am finely dead.
I'm just browsing SS reading posts and responding to posts atm. Speaking of sleep, there are some nights where I don't get but maybe 3-4 hours of sleep, not necessarily quality sleep though.
I am lucky if I get that much sleep in a week :[ nights can be sum of the longest times in your life sum times i think I will never see the sun come up . Mind you that would not be a bad thing for me it means i am finely dead.
I'm just browsing SS reading posts and responding to posts atm. Speaking of sleep, there are some nights where I don't get but maybe 3-4 hours of sleep, not necessarily quality sleep though.
I am lucky if I get that much sleep in a week :[ nights can be sum of the longest times in your life sum times i think I will never see the sun come up . Mind you that would not be a bad thing for me it means i am finely dead.
 
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avoid_slow_death

avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
1,234
Probably will sleep very little to not at all tonight as I have past couple of weeks. Just browsing the forums and thinking about my situation and tbh, terrified out of my head over it.
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
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Do you want to talk about it? I'm here if you need someone to talk to.
Thanks for the offer, it's kind. But I'll decline since I won't bother anyone else with my problems. I hope you're doing well
 
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nerve

nerve

fat cringey shut-in
Jun 19, 2019
1,011
I keep thinking about all the people here who shouldn't have had to die to find peace. It's just so sad.

Having some difficult memories about my cat who passed last June. It's been eight months but I keep re-realizing I'm never going to see him again and that amazing boy I loved is just some dust in a box now. I miss him so much.
 

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