Help Which method would be the most likely to succeed

[carfemtanyl]

Hey y'all,
I'm planning to ctb and I have some methods at my disposal but I'm not sure which one I should chose.

1. opioid overdose
I've obtained 5g of an opioid from a vendor in China that should be a bit more potent than fentanyl. My plan is to dissolve it in DMSO and boof it.
The issue is that I am scared that it might not work for some reason because opioids tend to be a little bit unpredictable.

2. potassium cyanide
I made some potassium cyanide a while ago and I have a couple of grams of it laying around.
The issue here is that I am scared that it will hurt a lot. I've also tried doing this before with a smaller amount but I vomited out most of it so I survived.

3. H2S
I have sodium sulfide and HCl so I could make a lot of H2S.
Here, I am scared that I could possibly poison others with it.

4. Firearm
While I'm in a European country, I could go to a shooting range in my city. They offer an introduction training for less than 100€ where you get to shoot a couple of guns and I know that they have 9mm guns and possibly also 5.56 ones.
Here, the issue is that I might traumatize my trainer which I don't want and I would also get immediate medical response so they might save me in a vegetable state.

I also have 1kg of SN laying around. I could order benzos from the DN but I don't have any meto and they don't sell that on the DN. And honestly, SN kinda scares me a bit from the videos I've seen.

What are your thoughts on this? I'm primarily concerned with reliability and how quick it is.

 

[tacticalinsect]

not an expert or anything here, but if you don't know where to shoot to guarentee you death, probably don't choose firearm. H2S seems like your best bet seeing as the worry is just about poisoning others; do you not have a secluded place to use this method in?

good luck and if you ever change your mind, there are people out there to help you :)

 

[Terrible_Life]

I'd say fire arm and full hanging if someone is alone. Those two are very safe methods but of course one should read the available informations about these methods here on sasu before doing anything

 

[darksouls]

if someone is alone the safest method is jumping from a very tall building or bridge, but there must be no water underneath, it must be solid ground

 

[EmpressDean]

Hey y'all,
I'm planning to ctb and I have some methods at my disposal but I'm not sure which one I should chose.

1. opioid overdose
I've obtained 5g of an opioid from a vendor in China that should be a bit more potent than fentanyl. My plan is to dissolve it in DMSO and boof it.
The issue is that I am scared that it might not work for some reason because opioids tend to be a little bit unpredictable.

2. potassium cyanide
I made some potassium cyanide a while ago and I have a couple of grams of it laying around.
The issue here is that I am scared that it will hurt a lot. I've also tried doing this before with a smaller amount but I vomited out most of it so I survived.

3. H2S
I have sodium sulfide and HCl so I could make a lot of H2S.
Here, I am scared that I could possibly poison others with it.

4. Firearm
While I'm in a European country, I could go to a shooting range in my city. They offer an introduction training for less than 100€ where you get to shoot a couple of guns and I know that they have 9mm guns and possibly also 5.56 ones.
Here, the issue is that I might traumatize my trainer which I don't want and I would also get immediate medical response so they might save me in a vegetable state.

I also have 1kg of SN laying around. I could order benzos from the DN but I don't have any meto and they don't sell that on the DN. And honestly, SN kinda scares me a bit from the videos I've seen.

What are your thoughts on this? I'm primarily concerned with reliability and how quick it is.

How did you make the cyanide

 

[Liebestod]

Combine using a firearm with the cyanide and you basically have a guaranteed death.

 

[carfemtanyl]

How did you make the cyanide

thermal decomposition of potassium ferrocyanide

 

[EmpressDean]

thermal decomposition of potassium ferrocyanide

Woah would you be willing to make a video and posting it in the methods thread? I tried to watch YouTube vids but I'm so dumb idk how to do it

 

[wofnsdf]

where do you find videos of these things?

 

[monetpompo]

I also have 1kg of SN laying around. I could order benzos from the DN but I don't have any meto and they don't sell that on the DN. And honestly, SN kinda scares me a bit from the videos I've seen

tbh using sn even without benzos or meto is a confirmed way to die. i would just take sn if i was in your shoes if you feel indecisive right now. there's also otc anti nausea medicine like dramamine you can take. cyanide would kill you in the same way, but be more painful as a method.

Combine using a firearm with the cyanide

shooting yourself at a gun range (what carfemtanyl said) is pretty unethical. people have mentioned doing this on sasu a couple times since most people aren't gun owners. it wouldn't just traumatize the trainer, it would also traumatize the other people in the gun range that are around to witness it.

 

[Liebestod]

shooting yourself at a gun range (what carfemtanyl said) is pretty unethical. people have mentioned doing this on sasu a couple times since most people aren't gun owners. it wouldn't just traumatize the trainer, it would also traumatize the other people in the gun range that are around to witness it.

I just answered the question OP wanted the answer to. Btw if we're going off morals and ethics, suicide in general is considered universally unethical as it almost certainly hurts someone else in the process. Someone's also going to discover your body anyway. That's bound to traumatize someone even if they have a tough stomach. We're all on this forum for a common reason, we don't want to live anymore and we see it as a right that the individual should have.