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Hope:-)

Enlightened
Jul 3, 2022
1,120
I am attempting soon. I have become very scared about the logistics of it and would like your opinion on something. I was going to voice chat with someone during it but thought I'd listen to music instead.

I am scared that I will seek help before I'm unconscious. I REALLY want to do this but I'm afraid I will have a primal response to pain. I injured my leg today and it really hurt- I wound up thinking 'how on earth am I going to cope with the pain of SN??' Do you think I'm more or less likely to seek help if I'm chatting to someone versus listening to music on my own? I figured chatting to someone might be good because people tend to try harder and stick things out more when there is someone observing/listening. What do you think? Do you think it would make a difference?
 
patpat

patpat

Take me away
Oct 10, 2022
35
Is there a way you can listen to music and chat to someone? A good pair of head phones works, or least did when I was younger
 
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Hope:-)

Enlightened
Jul 3, 2022
1,120
Is there a way you can listen to music and chat to someone? A good pair of head phones works, or least did when I was younger
Thanks for responding. Given my method I wouldn't want to have anything around my neck in case I convulse and stuff.
 
Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,648
depends on how bad you've got it, if it's really bad then drinking the sn should be easy, if not then it will be hard to drink it, just be sure you really want to die before taking it, that way you won't call for help, also putting your phone somewhere far away like parents house or go to a woods and bury it in a plastic container
 
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Hope:-)

Enlightened
Jul 3, 2022
1,120
depends on how bad you've got it, if it's really bad then drinking the sn should be easy, if not then it will be hard to drink it, just be sure you really want to die before taking it, that way you won't call for help, also putting your phone somewhere far away like parents house or go to a woods and bury it in a plastic container
Thanks. Don't I need my phone though in case the attempt doesn't work? I would need medical attention.
 
Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,558
The attempt should work, but it would be a good idea to keep the phone anyway. There were a few posts from SN survivors recently and they said it wasn't painful.
 

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