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EndlessRage

EndlessRage

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Aug 30, 2025
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If i killed myself, i personally wouldn't want my body or face to look destroyed. For example; i have seen pictures of aftermath drownings it is very graphic and unpleasing to look at.
Which CTBs do you think have the worst aftermaths? ( where the body or face is ruined )
 
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somethingisntreal

somethingisntreal

Live, Laugh, Larp
Aug 30, 2025
283
Self immolation, gunshot, railway, sometimes jumping. Can't think of anything else right now.
 
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dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
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The only method I have heard is not graphic is carbon monoxide poisoning. Ive heard you just look like you have a rosy glow. That is assuming you are found before your body starts to rot.
 
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burninghill

burninghill

Specialist
Dec 2, 2025
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Train absolutely has the worst aftermath imo. Agree with other comments that mention gunshot (depending on the gun) and explosive use.

You sometimes look fucked jumping but normally if you jump from such a height that means your body explodes on impact, though I did see some aftermath where two teens jumped and landed on a metal fence. That was brutal.
 
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Passenger4224

Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
219
I have no education on the topic, but I imagine firearm, train, and knife are all very bloody and traumatizing
 
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Oiled Sandwich

Oiled Sandwich

Lazy Aspiring Demonolator
Jun 10, 2026
43
shotgun to the mouth hands down. But, seems to be the quickest exit.
 
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