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Empty RN

Empty RN

Student
Oct 25, 2018
107
Good question. Im trying to decide between my place and a secluded location.

I live alone in my apartment and no one comes to visit or anything, however I do live very close to a hospital and I'm taking N. So in the off chance that the landlord comes into my apartment or there's a fire in the building within the 12 hour period, I could fail. The secluded location is the safer bet, it's just less comfortable.
Why not a hotel?
 
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VincentValentine

VincentValentine

Student
Sep 27, 2018
145
Why not a hotel?

I just thought that might be overkill since I already have a place where I live alone. But that just may be the middle ground between the 2 things I stated. That might be the best option. But the hotel staff will probably be pissed when they find out I'm a local. They'll say: "why did this guy burden us with his shit rather than just doing this at his own place". lol.
 
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Empty RN

Empty RN

Student
Oct 25, 2018
107
I just thought that might be overkill since I already have a place where I live alone. But that just may be the middle ground between the 2 things I stated. That might be the best option. But the hotel staff will probably be pissed when they find out I'm a local. They'll say: "why did this guy burden us with his shit rather than just doing this at his own place". lol.
They might, but probably wouldn't even think this. I think people CTB in hotels all the time for various reasons. I know personally I want to CTB in a comfortable place. I'm going with N, so I know it will work but I don't want to do it out in the cold somewhere. It'll be our last moments here
 
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Goldie

Specialist
Sep 6, 2018
307
I have been contemplating whether to get a hotel or air bnb to ctb. Absolutely do not want to do it at home as I do not want my family members to find me. Same for air bnb, wouldn't want to leave them with a nightmare of finding a body in their home. The best bet would be at a hotel.

Where do you guys plan to ctb?
Wow I was thinking of starting a thread with this exact topic!

A hotel may be better but I would prefer my landlord found me so she can send or arrange delivery of my suicide notes. I would worry that hotel staff might not care (albeit unlikely) as they it must just be a normal working=hazard of running a hotel.


At home, lying on my porch swing, looking out at the night.

I bought the house to share with my ex, I built the porch swing to share with my ex, the nights spent cuddled with her are some of my favorite memories. With that life gone, it seems a good place to ctb.

Wow that is really romantic way to Ctb. A great idea. The places where I might do it with your logic are places that are too crowded.


At home in my room, with the door locked. Thinking about putting a note on the door or something to not enter and instead call 911. Don't know if that would really work as I imagine it would though.

If you do that you risk alerting the hotel staff before you are dead.
 
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Mara

Member
Nov 1, 2018
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Good question. Im trying to decide between my place and a secluded location.

I live alone in my apartment and no one comes to visit or anything, however I do live very close to a hospital and I'm taking N. So in the off chance that the landlord comes into my apartment or there's a fire in the building within the 12 hour period, I could fail. The secluded location is the safer bet, it's just less comfortable.
So many little details we need to plan
 
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Mara

Member
Nov 1, 2018
23
I want to do it in a hotel room. I'm thinking about the Grand Suite at the local Grand Hyatt.

There's a slight chance I may try hanging again without further ado, I this case I'll do it at home.
Same. Thinking about getting the best hotel like four seasons and live the life one time
 
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Mara

Member
Nov 1, 2018
23
Hopefully in a forest, I want to ctb in a place where I won't be
Wow I was thinking of starting a thread with this exact topic!

A hotel may be better but I would prefer my landlord found me so she can send or arrange delivery of my suicide notes. I would worry that hotel staff might not care (albeit unlikely) as they it must just be a normal working=hazard of running a hotel.




Wow that is really romantic way to Ctb. A great idea. The places where I might do it with your logic are places that are too crowded.




If you do that you risk alerting the hotel staff before you are dead.
great minds think alike
 
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starcrossedfate

starcrossedfate

Passenger
Sep 24, 2018
240
Either in my apartment bathroom or from my balcony.
 
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Mara

Member
Nov 1, 2018
23
Technology illiterate my response is on the quoted text ......
 
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Paulsmith

Paulsmith

Student
Aug 8, 2018
188
Beachy Head
 
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Throwaway563078

Experienced
Oct 6, 2018
272
Home but I'll lock my room
 
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WaitingForTheBus

WaitingForTheBus

Student
Oct 27, 2018
136
At home, lying on my porch swing, looking out at the night.

I bought the house to share with my ex, I built the porch swing to share with my ex, the nights spent cuddled with her are some of my favorite memories. With that life gone, it seems a good place to ctb.
This is sad, I hope your last moments are peaceful.
 
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Voldmort

Experienced
Sep 23, 2018
287
in a room in the house below, if my aunt leaves. I think it's difficult, so I'll do it in a slab bathroom.
 
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Dani Paradox

Dani Paradox

Permanently Banned
Aug 17, 2018
981
Right here in my bedroom where I am currently sitting. My father will find me in a few days.
 
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Help_Me

Help_Me

Gene pool mistake
Oct 21, 2018
516
Here in my room, if I will get N. Nobody checks me during the night time. Of course would be much better to have a locker, but I am not afraid. My parents are very old and they always sleep well. At least they won't notice anything finding me fast asleep after consuming N. In the morning or noon they will feel something suspicious. I'll be dead already..
 
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Threads

Threads

Warlock
Jul 13, 2018
721
On a beach in the Darién Gap.
 
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sadak_the_wanderer

sadak_the_wanderer

An appropriate painting
Mar 19, 2018
245
My number one choice for my first method is in my car, although I have to pick out a decent locale. Something relatively secluded.

For my second method, I have picked out the hotel and the appropriate room.
 
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AndyCurious

AndyCurious

Warlock
Sep 13, 2018
707
Hopefully somewhere people almost never visits...
 
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Tragoedia Vitae

Tragoedia Vitae

Experienced
Oct 14, 2018
230
Among forests, cliffs, and the sea---all in one place. I already have a specific place in mind, and I never go a day without thinking about it. I would ideally die at some point during the evening, preferably in a grave which I have dug beforehand. And I would have to make sure that my grave was in a sufficiently secluded spot so nobody would stumble across me. I know that people don't always die right away after taking Nembutal.

Ugh, dying properly....all of it seems so insurmountable yet so necessary at the same time.
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,902
I'll probably either do it in a vehicle, a hotel room, or my bedroom. I'd still work hard to find a location secluded enough and quiet enough where intervention and being found is limited. Of course, if I am unable to, then I'd have to choose a bedroom or hotel room and while it is traumatic to the people who see it, I feel a bit less guilty after what the world and most of it's people have put me through while I am alive. If it is possible (and feasible - without risking failure/getting stopped/getting caught) to go to a forest or some wasteland and then off myself, then I'd do that.
 
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your pathologist

your pathologist

¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Sep 5, 2018
519
In a hotel hopefully, alone.
 
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