Discussion Where would you prefer to commit suicide?

[Kikoo Loool]

Somewhere in nature, no one around,with flowers around and hopefully birds singing:)

Oh yea, and the sounds of bees and the smell of wild plants...

 

[freemefrompain]

Oh yea, and the sounds of bees and the smell of wild plants...

Oo not bees! There wonderful but I don't wanna be stung lol wild plants definitely I love flowers sm

 

[Pistolero114]

At sea. When I was in the Navy I got the most wonderful sense of peace of mind and spirit when I was out away from land and the Normies. Yeah; I think at sea would be awesome.

I would prefer to do it in my room.

I think it was a member of the Beach Boys who penned a song called "In My Room". Brian Wilson was the guy. It made much more sense to me after he suicided.

 

[iinner]

In a forest or hill.

 

[liverpoolfan]

I've got my place figured out already. There's a deer park near an old churchyard in a village in southern England where I spent part of my childhood. My mum + dad (both dead now) used to take me for walks near there. The park itself is closed to the public but not patrolled or under surveillance so the chances of being spotted are virtually zero. It overlooks a beautiful, bucolic valley and I will take a picnic hamper full of my favorite foods, a comfy blanket, some outrageously expensive wine and my two bottles of N.

I'll probably nip in to the tiny, ancient Norman church beforehand - I'm not religious at all but it's nearly always empty and is full of peace and memories of half-forgotten school projects from half a century ago.
I'll have Vaughn Williams' The Lark Ascending playing as I eat my final meal.

There's a very specific soft, golden light that you get as dusk begins to approach on an English summer's eve. That light is the last light I plan to see and I'm OK with that.

 

[woxihuanni]

Maybe it's safest in a hotel/airbnb.

If I were to hang myself, I'd like to do it at home, of course. Double points for the ugly shock for whom that discovers my body right when they enter. I've never seen such a perfect house for hanging anyway.

But that is not my method.

 

[Kikoo Loool]

how things are going, I may ctb either in a hotel room, either into the wild while hiking. In both cases, it would be sn with my partner.

 

[Nanimoaru]

Looking at the stars while childish gambino's flight of the navigator plays

 

[bigj75]

an i deal place is somewhere remote where not many people would go. if you live at home by yourself that's good. if you live with people it's best to get a hotel or drive off somewhere to do it. if you commit suicide at a home you live with people in you risk your friends and family seeing your corpse which can traumatize them and you make the property value of the house go down if your parents decide to move and sell the house because it's the law that they have to report that a person died in the house.

 

[Tabbyql]

I'm gonna have to go with being outside, somewhere quiet surrounded by nature. Last time I disappeared to ctb, I was sitting on an embankment next to a river. I was watching these beautiful horses in the field on the opposite side. One of them a beautiful red and white horse kept watching me. It was super peaceful, sadly I won't be able to choose that place again. As the police will know to look there.

 

[Astral316]

I'm doing the partial hanging method. If I'm lazy and/or don't like my landlord it'll be the apartment I'm moving to.

If I do like the landlord it'll be at a particular tree next to this river in the early morning during winter (to maximize seclusion.) My fantasy is that post-mortem my spirit will follow said river out into the ocean.

 

[Juicebox]

With all due respect to anyone who's planning this, the reality is if you hang yourself at home, you are usually fucking things up for other people. I guess that's unavoidable with suicide.

But, ever read stories of those who have been in a house where a dead body has been? The smell doesn't disappear for years.

Our house has had a bad smell for months now ever since the weather warmed up. We finally realized the last owners husband passed away inside it. The law said they didn't have to tell us. Didn't notice anything in the winter when we moved in. The smell is just finally becoming ok and unnoticeable after burning incense three times a day for three months (rotating rooms). The person died over a year ago. They did all the proper ozone treatments and recovery renovations but you can still smell it to this day. It permeates the entire house and you can smell it as soon as you approach the house before you even enter. Again this is a year later.

Even if you live alone, you are messing things up for your neighbors, especially if they have kids. It fucks anyone up to realize what they are smelling is a person who is no longer there.

Unless you live in a house, in the middle of nowhere, and you have no friends or family to check on you. Then it only effects you.

But even in a normal neighborhood where the house next door is within 30 or even 50 feet, they are going to smell it, from inside their house believe it or not. It's that strong.

Outdoors is much better, unless you really can't make it there.

Not trying to judge or come off as arrogant, but the reality is most people don't realize how unbelievably, undeniably powerful a dead body smell is and how long it lasts even after they remove it and do renovations. It's not like in the movies and TV shows.

And yeah...it basically ruins a house. At least for a few years. Some people don't notice the smell, but a lot of people do. I guess someone will eventually buy the house or rent the apartment if you die in it, it happens, but it's really best to avoid it.

Spent the last five months wondering what room he died in, waking up and smelling that smell, coming home and smelling that smell, only to know what it is...it's way too personal for my nose and my mind. And damn, I'm just trying to eat at home or watch TV or sleep.

If I had to wake up every day and smell my dead loved one in my house, I'd be the next one in line for suicide. Hopefully you don't live with anyone you love if you choose this method indoors. They will not have a permanent hotel, new apartment, or new house the next day. They will at least have to sleep a few nights there, if not a few months, or years, or maybe they can't afford to leave.

Don't make them smell you, if you can avoid it. It's cruel and fucked up. Seriously. The suicide is one thing and all that comes with that, but don't make them smell you too, for the next year or more. No amount of opening the windows or any air purifier will work. It takes years. I've heard when it's fresh, for a few weeks or months you can taste it in your mouth and in your nose and it won't get out. How are they supposed to eat at home? Where are they supposed to go? Don't kick your family out of their house. Just my opinion. I know not everyone can go somewhere else besides the home. Not trying to shame anyone or make them feel worse. Just trying to be real.

Just something to think about.

I never even thought about this until this post. I don't want to ruin this property for the next person that rents it

I wonder if there's enough space in the trunk of my car

 

[irregularheartbeat]

I'd like to find a beautiful patch in the woods. I'd like to use partial suspension, so I would just need a good sturdy tree. I'd like to go out in the day, and set up everything. I want to throw myself a going away party, take drugs, drink alchohol and a last meal while dancing through the forest to my favorite songs while writing my last words to friends and family. Send everyone individual messages and a general note that will come in thr mail, explaining where my body is and what I'd like to happen, etc.
I'm still working through all my details, but this is my general goal so far

 

[Juicebox]

There's a wooded area near my apartment that I'm thinking of using but it seems too public, like I'd be found too quickly for SN to do its work

 

[ballerz24]

Somewhere very secluded and isolated like the woods

 

[scorpiooo2]

I'd like to jump, maybe at a world famous place known for being absolutely beautiful. Seeing parts of the world in such beauty makes me really feel like that's what life is all about. I'd like to visit or see somewhere really pretty before I CTB.