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DesperateOne

DesperateOne

Specialist
May 25, 2023
318
I want to go out somewhere nice and cozy, but everywhere is filled with people that will eventually discover me and get traumatized.

The only place I know is a wood cabin near me. I was thinking of scheduling an email with my location to police so they know where I am.
 
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UglyInk

Member
Oct 18, 2023
58
Likely not at home because:
1# I don't want my parents to find me
2# If I do the death rattle then I might altert my neighbors and I might get saved
 
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kaipuff

kaipuff

t°✩ the zeitgeist ✩°t
Feb 22, 2023
31
right before i go to bed and lay next to my partner. i want my last moments to be with him.
 
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zeropercentangel

Member
Jan 23, 2023
38
There is a river close to me, it would be nice to do it by the river if I find a spot where I won't be found for long enough but if not then probably at home.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,220
At home- fortunately, I live alone. I'll likely send a delayed email to my solicitor to alert the police.
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

Enlightened
Apr 25, 2023
1,260
Hotel/motel room
 
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butterfly000

butterfly000

Member
Jan 6, 2024
32
I'm not sure if SN will be my method, but I would most likely do it in my bedroom.

I have the privilege of having a lock on my door so the chances of intervention are slim.
 
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Sid19

Student
May 26, 2023
144
Hotel/airbnb cause other places are easier to find you.
 
PrettyPotato

PrettyPotato

Student
Dec 11, 2023
116
Hotel - with delayed email to solicitor giving instructions on contacting other people + executor.
 
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offbalance

All I want is peace
Dec 16, 2021
330
This is one of my biggest questions right now because I don't want to traumatize roommates but I want to ctb in a place that is cozy and comfortable.
 
greatgooglymoogly

greatgooglymoogly

Member
Dec 1, 2023
79
At first I wanted to die in my car in nature listening to music, but after coming close to trying I've realize that dying alone really scares me and that's hard to weigh against traumatizing my family or roommates.
 
sapphoslastpoem

sapphoslastpoem

Student
Jun 23, 2022
115
School parking lot, in my car. I'll be doing it overnight when everything is closed so no one can see me but I want the people at my school to be riddled with guilt when they realize they are a major influence for why I did it. These people tormented me with no remorse, now I want to ensure they will never not think of me and the horrible things they did to me
 
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Passersby

Passersby

Trapped in space and time
Aug 29, 2019
1,655
Most likely a random hotel room in another state.
 
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mtoro998

Experienced
Feb 29, 2024
268
Probably a large chain hotel. I dont want my landlord to deal with the mess.
 

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