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Where will you CTB?

  • Your Bedroom

    Votes: 7 26.9%
  • Your Bathroom

    Votes: 0 0.0%
  • Your Basement

    Votes: 1 3.8%
  • Other

    Votes: 0 0.0%
  • Hotel room

    Votes: 6 23.1%
  • AirBnB type place

    Votes: 3 11.5%
  • Outslide Urban

    Votes: 1 3.8%
  • Outsite Rural

    Votes: 2 7.7%
  • Deep in the forest

    Votes: 4 15.4%
  • Other

    Votes: 2 7.7%

  • Total voters
    26
steppingoff

steppingoff

Experienced
Jan 18, 2024
212
WHere's your preference for location
my preference is always a hotel room.
 
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falling_snow

falling_snow

Mage
Aug 9, 2023
530
i want to be in my bed. i want to die in "sleep". SN is probably my best choice, but if im not doing that charcoal or h2s are good ideas
 
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vak

vak

Experienced
Feb 13, 2024
249
I alternate between being outside under the stars, which is romantic, and staying in a hotel room, which is practical.

My latest idea is to buy a night sky projector and plug it into an outlet in the hotel bathroom 🧠

 
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hikikomorizombie

hikikomorizombie

Ouch
Jan 15, 2024
785
ideally, i'd die somewhere deep in the Olympic National Park from a self inflicted gunshot, & the animals + nature would deal w my corpse. i'd die away from ppl, & would never have to be around them again, even in death.

unfortunately that isn't feasible for many reasons🧸so instead im trying to get myself to jump off of a building, in a big city.
 
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LifeIsCrazyNemb

Arcanist
Jan 21, 2024
400
My dream is to CTB in a beautiful outdoor location (example: Isle of Skye - Scotland) but hotel room is a better solution for my family and friends and is really more pratical.
 
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Anon1337

Mage
Oct 1, 2018
558
My desired location is outside in a natural area. I would never CTB in my home. Partly because I wouldn't want my family to find my body first.
 
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Oliver

Oliver

Experienced
Feb 28, 2024
249
ideally, i'd die somewhere deep in the Olympic National Park from a self inflicted gunshot, & the animals + nature would deal w my corpse. i'd die away from ppl, & would never have to be around them again, even in death.

unfortunately that isn't feasible for many reasons🧸so instead im trying to get myself to jump off of a building, in a big city.
Pretty much the same for me. In the nature. All by myself in some peaceful and beautiful place - preferably during spring or summertime. Close my eyes. One click. Boom. Lights out. Peace.
 
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hikikomorizombie

hikikomorizombie

Ouch
Jan 15, 2024
785
Pretty much the same for me. In the nature. All by myself in some peaceful and beautiful place - preferably during spring or summertime. Close my eyes. One click. Boom. Lights out. Peace.
nice, i'm glad that's a possibility for u<3 have u already selected ur spot??🧸
 
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HamesThePenguin

Member
Mar 4, 2024
15
my first go to was bedroom, but i live with my parents so maybe a hotel room would be better. Or maybe I can save money, travel and go "missing"....
 
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Oliver

Oliver

Experienced
Feb 28, 2024
249
nice, i'm glad that's a possibility for u<3 have u already selected ur spot??🧸
Unfortunately, it's not.. It's just my preferred way to go as well, but guns are illegal where I live (Europe). So atm, I don't know what to do...
nice, i'm glad that's a possibility for u<3 have u already selected ur spot??🧸
But if you're American it should be possible for u to get your hands on a gun - hopefully. If you really want to kys of course.
 
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