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user933957

user933957

i’m filled with hatred and need to die.
Jun 24, 2023
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hello, i've been on this forum for i think 2-3 years now and i finally decided that i want to take the steps to end it all. honestly, i'll save my sob story for later. where can i find SN? i am from North America, specifically Mexico. i might sound dumb, but i dont know where to start to get it. please help me and explain it to me as if i was 5, i apologize again and thank you.
 
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certified_idiot

Future Lost Media
Dec 5, 2023
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We don't list sellers on here because they may get investigated and taken down. You'll have to do your own research. I think Mexico has less restrictions than the US. It's pretty easy to find low purity SN or sodium nitrate, but you want 95% purity or higher, so make sure you read the label of what you're purchasing thoroughly. You may have to convince a chemical company that you're a researcher. You'll also need a prescription antiemetic (and optionally beta-blockers and benzos). SN is actually a pretty complicated method when it comes to sourcing.

Vizzy's SN guide (comprehensive) Stan's SN guide (simpler)

(Side note: Why is SN still so popular? I get that it's a more reliable poisoning method, and that some people are scared of the more physical methods, but SN of >95% purity is pretty hard to find now. You'd be in pain for a few hours before dying anyway. Of course, if you've carefully considered your options and found that SN is the best one, go for it. However, I feel like too many people think that SN is the best, or only, option, when it was originally considered a shittier version of N. Now that it's hard to source, I feel like it's lost a lot of it's advantages. Idk, I'm more of a fan of physical methods anyway)
 
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hello, i've been on this forum for i think 2-3 years now and i finally decided that i want to take the steps to end it all. honestly, i'll save my sob story for later. where can i find SN? i am from North America, specifically Mexico. i might sound dumb, but i dont know where to start to get it. please help me and explain it to me as if i was 5, i apologize again and thank you.
If you're in mexico, i think it's easier to just get nembutal from there?
 
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user933957

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Jun 24, 2023
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If you're in mexico, i think it's easier to just get nembutal from there?
ah, really?? sorry,, havent been on the forum in a while and forgot. i'll try and find some
We don't list sellers on here because they may get investigated and taken down. You'll have to do your own research. I think Mexico has less restrictions than the US. It's pretty easy to find low purity SN or sodium nitrate, but you want 95% purity or higher, so make sure you read the label of what you're purchasing thoroughly. You may have to convince a chemical company that you're a researcher. You'll also need a prescription antiemetic (and optionally beta-blockers and benzos). SN is actually a pretty complicated method when it comes to sourcing.

Vizzy's SN guide (comprehensive) Stan's SN guide (simpler)

(Side note: Why is SN still so popular? I get that it's a more reliable poisoning method, and that some people are scared of the more physical methods, but SN of >95% purity is pretty hard to find now. You'd be in pain for a few hours before dying anyway. Of course, if you've carefully considered your options and found that SN is the best one, go for it. However, I feel like too many people think that SN is the best, or only, option, when it was originally considered a shittier version of N. Now that it's hard to source, I feel like it's lost a lot of it's advantages. Idk, I'm more of a fan of physical methods anyway)
thank you!! honestly, i'm only considering SN because i have no other method available. i dont live alone, i rarely go outside and want it to be peaceful. I planned for physical methods but i lost my source to get a gun.. so until then it's going to be trying to get SN or something else
 

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