
Embers
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- Feb 24, 2021
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I've previously been sectioned whilst experiencing psychotic depressive episode, I was deemed to have no capacity because of the psychosis.
I am not psychotic now, and haven't been for years. However I still want to CTB. I have many health problems and feel like a huge burden for my family. I feel like a complete failure and that in general, it would be much better for everyone if I were not here. I'm also autistic and do not understand this world at all. I wasn't built for this existence.
I am under mental health services, however I don't share how I feel, as far as everyone is aware I'm good and I fly under the radar almost entirely.
im curious as to at what point you're deemed to lack capacity, when not psychotic and when you're clearly rational? My reasons for wanting to CTB are very logical, I am not disillusioned and have full capacity.
whilst I have zero intention of telling anyone how I feel, because that only seems to serve the purpose of potentially messing up my plans/raising suspicion, Do services deem you as no capacity simply because you want to CTB? Surely the fact the reasons I wish to CTB are fully logical & clearly not impulsive mean I have capacity and should therefore be allowed to do what I wish?
hope this makes sense
I am not psychotic now, and haven't been for years. However I still want to CTB. I have many health problems and feel like a huge burden for my family. I feel like a complete failure and that in general, it would be much better for everyone if I were not here. I'm also autistic and do not understand this world at all. I wasn't built for this existence.
I am under mental health services, however I don't share how I feel, as far as everyone is aware I'm good and I fly under the radar almost entirely.
im curious as to at what point you're deemed to lack capacity, when not psychotic and when you're clearly rational? My reasons for wanting to CTB are very logical, I am not disillusioned and have full capacity.
whilst I have zero intention of telling anyone how I feel, because that only seems to serve the purpose of potentially messing up my plans/raising suspicion, Do services deem you as no capacity simply because you want to CTB? Surely the fact the reasons I wish to CTB are fully logical & clearly not impulsive mean I have capacity and should therefore be allowed to do what I wish?
hope this makes sense