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brokenengine

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Dec 18, 2019
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I think a lot of people would like to die at home. I like that idea myself, but I also want to die outside in nature, somewhere isolated so animals and bugs and eat my body before I'm found. Does anyone have specific locations in mind for one reason or another? Or a special place of some kind?
 
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voyager

voyager

Don't you dare go hollow...
Nov 25, 2019
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Home is often difficult if one doesn't live alone and doesn't want to be found by loved ones. Personally, I'd like to go deep into a forest, a mountain ledge near such place, or a deserted island would be nice, too, and preferably never found.
 
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Right2Die73

Right2Die73

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Jan 2, 2020
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I love nature and being in the wilderness. So for me this would be the perfect place.
 
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2manyproblems

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Jan 4, 2020
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I don't want to die at home because I don't want to be found by my family and don't want to ruin the home for them so they always go by the place i died and remember it or something. I will die in a hotel or motel more likely. I wanted to go a few hours away, somewhere nice, but thinking about it, I don't want it to be a hassle to get my body to its final resting place. I want to be cremated though.
 
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Right2Die73

Right2Die73

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Jan 2, 2020
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Home is often difficult if one doesn't live alone and doesn't want to be found by loved ones. Personally, I'd like to go deep into a forest, a mountain ledge near such place, or a deserted island would be nice, too, and preferably never found.

That's my problem. I am renting and don't live alone so it's not really an option for me. A secluded place in the wilderness is where it's at.
 
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JustAnotherSuicider

JustAnotherSuicider

Hoping for the best - expecting the worst
Dec 28, 2019
98
It would be really nice to die in some beautiful place, like some old European city or in the wildness with good view for beauty of nature. But it's just safer to do it in home, when you are alone and you can be sure that no one will interrupt you. In my mind I imagine myself jumping of from Golden Gate Bridge or Niagara Waterfall, that would be nice. But I will end up doing it at home, alone ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
 
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Time

Time

Looking to leave.
Nov 10, 2019
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I plan on using SN in a hotel but, as usual, I'm second guessing myself. I definitely don't want to ctb @ home where my parents will find me & my death can affect the property value. But I'm still unsure of the backlash that might come due to using a chemical in a hotel room.
 
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Scooter

Scooter

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Nov 8, 2019
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It would be really nice to die in some beautiful place, like some old European city or in the wildness with good view for beauty of nature. But it's just safer to do it in home, when you are alone and you can be sure that no one will interrupt you. In my mind I imagine myself jumping of from Golden Gate Bridge or Niagara Waterfall, that would be nice. But I will end up doing it at home, alone ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I was also thinking about doing it in a public place like jumping, but just like you I'll do it in my room. I've made it pretty cozy and can listen to my music while I pass. Also you profile picture is probably my favorite on this site!
 
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voyager

voyager

Don't you dare go hollow...
Nov 25, 2019
965
That's my problem. I am renting and don't live alone so it's not really an option for me. A secluded place in the wilderness is where it's at.

Same, it's fine though. Home has it's conveniences, but alas, I'm kinda looking forward to some adventure and seclusion anyway.
 
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JustAnotherSuicider

JustAnotherSuicider

Hoping for the best - expecting the worst
Dec 28, 2019
98
I was also thinking about doing it in a public place like jumping, but just like you I'll do it in my room. I've made it pretty cozy and can listen to my music while I pass.

Yea, I plan to put headphones on, play my suicide playlist, relax for the last time and then end it once for all. I think with music it will be much easier to overcome fear and SI, I will be more relaxed, for the last time in my life.

Also you profile picture is probably my favorite on this site!

Thanks, I love it, best pepe so far ;D
 
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Zoltiel

Zoltiel

We're asleep in life's waiting room
Jan 7, 2020
162
I plan on using SN in a hotel but, as usual, I'm second guessing myself. I definitely don't want to ctb @ home where my parents will find me & my death can affect the property value. But I'm still unsure of the backlash that might come due to using a chemical in a hotel room.

What do you mean by backlash? Against who? You'll be gone
 
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Skyview

Skyview

Going Blue
Dec 9, 2019
473
Some of us have the same idea , wilderness or the mountains , never to be found again . Thinking of drinking SN in the morning or early afternoon and the thought of sitting in the middle of a forest at midnight holding my glass of SN and hearing creatures moving around really doesn't appeal to me , being taken out by a bear is really not high on my ctb list :blarg:
I plan on using SN in a hotel but, as usual, I'm second guessing myself. I definitely don't want to ctb @ home where my parents will find me & my death can affect the property value. But I'm still unsure of the backlash that might come due to using a chemical in a hotel room.
Yup , they will charge your cc card or debit card for clean up , failing that I guess they have insurance to cover costs or not .
 
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TowerUpright

TowerUpright

Disillusioned
May 26, 2019
602
I'm thinking a state park. I actually hate nature, despite living in am area that loves the outdoors.

I'm thinking of the park, since I could take SN, and likely be not discovered for a long time. Even if I'm caught after a couple of hours, to get me carried tona place medics would be, and it still wouldn't be in time.
 
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HereToday

HereToday

Arcanist
Dec 27, 2019
437
In a hotel so I won't traumatise my family. I want to be comfortable and die warm in bed
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Nov 7, 2019
2,322
In a brothel. That would be the perfect dead for me
 
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Zoltiel

Zoltiel

We're asleep in life's waiting room
Jan 7, 2020
162
Hotel. No one is going to bother you in the AM, so you won't be found too early. Being comfortable in a nice bed will make using your method easier.
 
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Skyview

Skyview

Going Blue
Dec 9, 2019
473
In a brothel. While fucking a whore. That would be the perfect dead for me
Now that's being original LOL. Full marks on creativity ....he died by Eccentrica Gallumpits !
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Nov 7, 2019
2,322
Now that's being original LOL. Full marks on creativity ....he died by Eccentrica Gallumpits !
Hey! Go to the bathroom, take the SN and then I've got 12 minutes left before I get unconscious.
 
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Skyview

Skyview

Going Blue
Dec 9, 2019
473
Hey! Go to the bathroom, take the SN and then I've got 12 minutes left before I get unconscious to fuck a whore hahah

No foreplay ? Hey , what happens if you take viagra and then SN ? Do you pass out quicker ?[/QUOTE]
 
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sleepy dog

sleepy dog

Wizard
Sep 13, 2019
624
I plan on using SN in a hotel but, as usual, I'm second guessing myself. I definitely don't want to ctb @ home where my parents will find me & my death can affect the property value. But I'm still unsure of the backlash that might come due to using a chemical in a hotel room.
The property value will not be affected by somebody dying in it. I don't see why there would be a backlash due to using SN in a hotel room.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Nov 7, 2019
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No foreplay ? Hey , what happens if you take viagra and then SN ? Do you pass out quicker ?
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Haven't thought about that LoL
 
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enlightened_suicide

enlightened_suicide

How do you know, this isn't all a dream?
Jan 4, 2020
112
I've always been drawn to a particular railroad trussel.. trying to force myself to jump, even taking drugs to pass out and fall off(never worked)
soo I guess I'm gonna drink my SN and just lay down listening to the trains come my way.
 
90sAesthetics

90sAesthetics

Pornhub-verified schizo. My head is a DialUp Oasis
Jan 8, 2020
38
The few square miles I spent the 90s up to the mid-2000s in. I'd wanna be the highest I've ever been (back in early 2017.) Would be a nostalgia blast and a Vaporwave dream, but alas I can only travel using the Wayback Machine and Google Maps

A few months ago some dumbass clown tried multiple carjackings at the mall that's over there and got shot+died in the parking lot. What a dumbass! But nonetheless he died in what I consider to be "the most sacred block in the hood."
 
cosmicpixiedust

cosmicpixiedust

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Jun 5, 2019
972
I would most prefer to die near or in a body of water, or at least in nature. However, that probably isn't possible so I'm going with a hotel room. Who knows though, I could get lucky.
 
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Despondent

Despondent

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Dec 20, 2019
6,777
Peacefully in my bed at home or somewhere deep in the woods where nobody goes. I don't want to be found.
 
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hershberger

hershberger

Student
Dec 28, 2019
128
I'm probably going to have to go to a hotel if I decide to ctb, but there is a beautiful creek which runs across our family's property. I'd like to have my ashes spread there after a heavy rain. Just the thought of becoming one with nature is incredibly comforting to me.
 
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UpandDownPrincess

UpandDownPrincess

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Dec 31, 2019
833
The property value will not be affected by somebody dying in it. I don't see why there would be a backlash due to using SN in a hotel room.

Actually, a death in a home - especially a suicide - can reduce the value. It tends to have less of a effect over time, but there are services that will tell you if a house you're thinking of buying has had a death.

ETA: Some people believe that the souls of those who commit suicide do not rest, thus their unwillingness to buy a home that has been the site of a suicide.
 
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Time

Time

Looking to leave.
Nov 10, 2019
264
What do you mean by backlash? Against who? You'll be gone
The property value will not be affected by somebody dying in it. I don't see why there would be a backlash due to using SN in a hotel room.
Of course, but my family will still be here. I worry about uninformed, maybe irrational authorities ransacking my (parents) home looking for more SN because I've used it in a hotel. Possibly thinking that I've put others in danger...?

I hope that I'm over thinking but I just don't know.
 
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2manyproblems

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Jan 4, 2020
53
There's a hotel in my town known for suicide. It's called the suicide hotel or something. It's where that girl died in the water tank a few years ago. Maybe I'll go there.
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
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I'd like to die in a secluded place where people aren't able to find me easily. This allows me the solitude and serenity of seclusion when I spend my last conscious moments on planet Earth.
 
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