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eepymumu8

eepymumu8

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Nov 5, 2024
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I'm considering a place with a high success rate and safety, (no one can find me till I CTB) regardless of the method. I'm keeping multiple options in mind.

The obvious choice is home, but I live with my sister. I worry about the shock she'd experience if she found me, and she'd still need to live in our home for a while afterward—moving immediately wouldn't be feasible.

Another option could be a hotel, but I assume the cleanup costs would be considerable, and there's a concern that the hotel might demand a significant compensation from my family left behind. It would be an inconvenience for them as well.

So, I've thought about the rooftop... My sister will find me, though not directly, and at least the house itself would be unaffected, and the rooftop's floor would make cleanup relatively easier. However, since I live in an apartment complex, there's a concern that loud noises or any sounds like vomiting might attract neighbors' attention and disrupt things, in terms of success.

Would it be better to just do it at home, even if it's selfish? If I did, I think it would be in the bathroom. What do you guys think? Which do you think is best—something you'd suggest, or one of the alternatives I've considered?

For reference, there aren't any forests or sea, or if there are, they're far away and would likely be crowded. (My country is not that big, and places with nature are rare, so they are famous tourist attractions.)
 
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EmpressDean

EmpressDean

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Apr 15, 2020
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I'm considering a place with a high success rate and safety, (no one can find me till I CTB) regardless of the method. I'm keeping multiple options in mind.

The obvious choice is home, but I live with my sister. I worry about the shock she'd experience if she found me, and she'd still need to live in our home for a while afterward—moving immediately wouldn't be feasible.

Another option could be a hotel, but I assume the cleanup costs would be considerable, and there's a concern that the hotel might demand a significant compensation from my family left behind. It would be an inconvenience for them as well.

So, I've thought about the rooftop... My sister will find me, though not directly, and at least the house itself would be unaffected, and the rooftop's floor would make cleanup relatively easier. However, since I live in an apartment complex, there's a concern that loud noises or any sounds like vomiting might attract neighbors' attention and disrupt things, in terms of success.

Would it be better to just do it at home, even if it's selfish? If I did, I think it would be in the bathroom. What do you guys think? Which do you think is best—something you'd suggest, or one of the alternatives I've considered?

For reference, there aren't any forests or sea, or if there are, they're far away and would likely be crowded. (My country is not that big, and places with nature are rare, so they are famous tourist attractions.)
Outside in a ditch or forest. That's my choice
 
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Major Tom

Major Tom

I found heaven in hell
Feb 24, 2024
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I will be taking SN in a hotel, fear that i could be found in the forest. You could also consider the cost of cleanup if thats what you are concerned with.
 
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Neowise

Neowise

We fly and fly but never reach our destination.
Oct 7, 2020
516
Ya I'm surrounded by forests but I'm afraid to walk in them so I'll go in a ditch near a forest
Do you have dangerous animals in the forests or is it the vastness that scares you?
 
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skatergirl

Student
Oct 28, 2024
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I'm considering a place with a high success rate and safety, (no one can find me till I CTB) regardless of the method. I'm keeping multiple options in mind.

The obvious choice is home, but I live with my sister. I worry about the shock she'd experience if she found me, and she'd still need to live in our home for a while afterward—moving immediately wouldn't be feasible.

Another option could be a hotel, but I assume the cleanup costs would be considerable, and there's a concern that the hotel might demand a significant compensation from my family left behind. It would be an inconvenience for them as well.

So, I've thought about the rooftop... My sister will find me, though not directly, and at least the house itself would be unaffected, and the rooftop's floor would make cleanup relatively easier. However, since I live in an apartment complex, there's a concern that loud noises or any sounds like vomiting might attract neighbors' attention and disrupt things, in terms of success.

Would it be better to just do it at home, even if it's selfish? If I did, I think it would be in the bathroom. What do you guys think? Which do you think is best—something you'd suggest, or one of the alternatives I've considered?

For reference, there aren't any forests or sea, or if there are, they're far away and would likely be crowded. (My country is not that big, and places with nature are rare, so they are famous tourist attractions.)
What's ur method
 
vanillamilkshakes

vanillamilkshakes

Aspiring Corpse
Aug 26, 2024
607
Personally it would be in my own room, but since i'm rarely home alone a hotel is more realistic.
 
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user6932

Member
Sep 7, 2024
9
I'm going to ctb in a hotel room (SN method). If I would do it in my apartment than nobody would notice until putrefaction and in the forest animals would probably eat me. Personally I don't care what happens when I am gone but my family probably does.
 

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