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chobonzi

chobonzi

heartbroken
Apr 13, 2024
33
Is there a specific place you'd like to go to CTB? I'd like to go to Aokigahara Forest (suicide forest). It looks very beautiful there and if i fail, I'll more than likely not be able to find my way out and would die anyway from starvation and/or lack of water. Plus, the odds of someone finding you, are more than likely slim.
 
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iloverachel

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2024
1,199
i have always wanted to jump off the grand canyon. But i think i was standing there i wouldn't have the courage
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
9,478
In my bed and at home.
 
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melancholymallory03

melancholymallory03

Do cats live nine lives ? Or do humans ⏰
Feb 20, 2024
360
In the comfort of a hotel room , I'll try to go for a swim before . Then I'll make my final arrangements in a hotel room hopefully as far away from the people I love as can be , so they don't find me and it's strangers who have no attachment to me, although even then I will feel somewhat guilty , I mean before I'm dead.
 
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justcallmeJ

justcallmeJ

<3
Nov 9, 2023
396
If i were to atempt again i would do it from the comforts of my own bed
 
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4am

4am

there’s nothing for you (it/its)
Dec 14, 2023
3,332
with most methods i wouldn't rlly care, but if i were going out by jumping it would be cool to jump from some skyscraper, preferably sears tower
 
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lostmeaning

lostmeaning

Member
May 25, 2023
40
Maybe in a parking lot in my car, somewhere with a little privacy but that I would be found within a few days.
 
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UmbraDweller

UmbraDweller

༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ
Sep 15, 2023
122
In a perfect world I would curl up in my comfy bed, but I don't want to put my family members I live with through that. So the second best option I see is some pretty spot in nature, maybe by a lake while watching sunsent and feeling fresh summer breeze on my skin for the last time.
 
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steppingoff

steppingoff

Experienced
Jan 18, 2024
212
Hotel with high exposed beams to swing from
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
19,892
I plan to drown in a large body of water like a lake or the ocean but I'd settle for a creek or bay if I had to.
 
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thot88

Student
Apr 11, 2023
122
I would like to go with inert gas or sodium nitrite on a cold frosty night in a warm cabin. Before leaving, movies and a little opiate.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
758
I've said this in other threads but I would love to go out in a forest somewhere, staring up at the trees. Maybe with a stream nearby as I find the sound of water very comforting.
 
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trappedinthislife

trappedinthislife

Member
May 13, 2024
55
Somewhere with nice view really, I want the last thing I see before I sleep to be beautiful. Not sure where, maybe a bridge. I dont wanna run into the forest because my family would think im missing and may send search parties after me, and making them hope that Im still here is just cruel. I would rather make it known to them.
 
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enough of this

enough of this

Specialist
Jun 4, 2023
356
I want to be home.
 
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LilysAngel

LilysAngel

Specialist
Apr 30, 2024
368
Is that the forest in Japan? I too would like to CTB there. My dream would be the ocean. But I'm going with the woods.
 
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final_countdown12

Student
May 7, 2024
190
Dream: Isle of Skye
Reality: Chain hotel room in a big metropolis in South America
 
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shatteredcrystal

Preferably me, partially not, probably in between.
Apr 8, 2024
17
Somewhere where I can see the starlight or enjoy raindrops showering.
 
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Drago369

Member
Mar 13, 2024
41
In my bed at home
 
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thebelljarrr

thebelljarrr

Member
Apr 26, 2024
50
I imagine drowning in the sea or a river running through the forest. I'd like to disappear forever in a peaceful place like there
 
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_AllCatsAreGrey_

_AllCatsAreGrey_

(they/he)
Mar 4, 2024
148
I think about this bridge often in my hometown. It's not the most ideal of methods, but it feels poetic and nostalgic. 8353674333 67bc4d6031 b 1
 
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Kurai

Kurai

Suffering
Jul 23, 2023
140
I wish I could ctb in my room but I live with my parents
 
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Dark Moon

Wizard
Sep 21, 2022
620
Just in my room alone in silence and peace.
 
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DEATH IS FREEDOM

DEATH IS FREEDOM

Death is the solution to unsolvable problems.
Sep 13, 2023
608
The suicide forest in Japan should be the perfect place to die. It is not natural to lie dead in an apartment. However, I don´t have the opportunity to travel abroad. My method is best suited in solitude indoors.
 
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homesoon.

homesoon.

i̶t̶'̶s̶ ̶n̶i̶c̶e̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶b̶e̶ ̶b̶a̶c̶k̶.̶
Apr 15, 2024
84
I'd like to do it in the comfort of my own home, but I have the risk of someone coming to check on me. I would do it out in the woods, but I'd be worried about a park ranger or hiker finding me before everything could work its magic. So, unfortunately, hotel room it is lmao.
 
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Hunter2005

Student
Apr 15, 2023
186
Somewhere in nature
 
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Jinxyxx

Jinxyxx

Member
Oct 29, 2023
50
Few years ago i went through a really traumatic experience. I genuinely thought i wouldnt survive it. It happened next to a river going through my hometown. Its a very dark part of town that people dont really go to. Its peaceful and Id like to ctb there.
 
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steppingoff

steppingoff

Experienced
Jan 18, 2024
212
a simple country inn, with large cross-beams 20 feet in the air
 
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samicitchka

samicitchka

It Hurts Until it Doesn't.
Apr 14, 2024
26
In my bed at home - plain and simple and maybe boring
 
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chaosdrifter

chaosdrifter

Member
Mar 20, 2024
28
i'm not sure if i'm gonna go with the woods cause i really love wildcamping - a dream would be aokigahara for me aswell (also cause i have japanese roots and i feel it would be super poetic), but if i'm super desperate and really want to make sure, i won't fail, i'd go for a hotel room
 

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