Where are your loved ones?

[Xta4Love]

Where are you loved ones? Where are mine? I get a phone call once a week. They cant bear to be near me. Too much negative energy. They say they are worried for me. Once a a week. I put on a show to reassure them. I dont tell them how much I drink. Im drunk most of the day. Just to get some distance from my inner demons. They say they love me but i never get to see them. I dont even wat to see them anymore. I dont want to be a disgrace. I'll be dead within three months. They may mourn me but they weren't there when things got really though. Some say how can you do that to your loved ones. I say how can I not?

 

[Forever Sleep]

They are dead or hundreds of miles away. Really- I only have one left- my Dad. We talk a few times a week. He does care- which is why I'd never tell him just how bad I feel. There's nothing he can do to help. Hopefully- once he's passed, I'll have the guts to go too.

 

[Haruka]

My Mum is my loved one, and she's unfortunately gone.

 

[f1lth]

my parents died when i was young and i have three sisters ive never been close with. My partner doesnt truly care about me and if anything resents me, i dont think i have anyone

 

[ringo99]

If that's the way you feel about them I don't think they qualify as "loved ones" anymore.

 

[Ambivalent1]

They're there but they can't understand because they're not me.

 

[figure8]

They don't exist.