When will it happen...

[deadeyesnowman]

I've hoped, I've prayed... I've wished that one day my existence will come to an end and even witnessed in my dreams that people are happy about my death.

But no, I'm a fucking coward - no resolve nor drive to able to do the deed. I also wake up to another cursed day as if some omniscient entity is mocking my existence and toying with me for cruel amusement.

I just want it all to end.

I am tired.

If ever there is such a thing is the afterlife, just left me burn in the fucking lake of fire.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also just wish to be free from all the suffering, in fact to never exist again is all I wish for and I certainly understand that it's so dreadful feeling so trapped here, I suffer so much from how I cannot just simply die in peace. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you find what you search for.

 

[deadeyesnowman]

I also just wish to be free from all the suffering, in fact to never exist again is all I wish for and I certainly understand that it's so dreadful feeling so trapped here, I suffer so much from how I cannot just simply die in peace. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you find what you search for.

I would prefer the most bloody way to go out so I can permanently scar everyone around me.

I go out with a bang and leave behind a permanent damage they'll never recover from.