What is this "happiness" that you speak of?
But seriously, I'm a Canadian, so it was probably in November 2015 when the liberal party won the federal election with the promise of legalizing marijuana, and unlike the conservatives, they weren't mostly opposed to the idea of legalizing physician assisted suicide for the terminally ill or anyone suffering from a chronic condition that causes intolerable physical or psychological pain.
Before that, it was probably before I was 11 or 12 years old. That was when I reached the age of reason, and I started to lose my faith in one of the many Christian interpretations of god. The god delusion was like the ultimate drug in a horrible world. It was like a mother or father in the sky that was always there to protect you and make you feel safe.