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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
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I cannot remember exactly. Maybe 2021 before I started college. I can remember I binge read the manga Bakuman. And I think at one Day I did not think about suicide I noticed that a few days later. What about you?
I had hope before I started college but I got disappointed.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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I really don't remember. I can't have thought about it everyday since age 10. That's 34 years! I definitely know I had better periods but a full day without thinking about it? I'm just not sure.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Idk. It was the time before I hit rock bottom and made my account here. Although everything was quite rough suicide wasn't an omnipresent thought back then. However it was already an option.
 
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needthebus

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Apr 29, 2024
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I was really happy for about 6 months once a long time ago.

And then despite some rough stuff, I was still alright for a while.

Then cam sexual violence, now it's every day. Probably it's been over 2 decades since I didn't think about suicide in a day