When to stop all my treatment to be even more depressed on the d-day of the suicide?

[Defenestration]

I take per day: 150mg sertraline (antidepressant) 600mg quetiapine (neuroleptic) 400 mg carbamazepine (mood stabilizer) 20 mg valium (benzodiazepine)

I would like to stop all of a sudden, abruptly, all my treatment to be even more depressed on the d-day of the suicide...and not deflate myself...to the max of being bad on the d-day? Should you stop 3.4 days before? Or 1 week before, 2 weeks before to be at the peak of being unwell on D-Day?

and fight Survival instinct ( SI)

thanks

 

[Little_Suzy]

These medications seem to be effective therapies for depression.

Are they aggravating or alleviating your depression symptoms?

I'd go to any length to avoid experiencing anhedonia.

I would not stop taking them; there is no need to sabotage your mental well-being if you are reaching the end of your life.

Go as comfortably as possible.

 

[Defenestration]

Even with this Big medications...im depressive...but not to fight Survival instinct( S.I)