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OldGod

OldGod

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Feb 20, 2020
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I just wanna watch everything from above as I go. See what happens after me. My curiosity has always been too strong for my own good.

 
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itsmeagain

itsmeagain

The Risen (The Fallen)
Jan 28, 2020
366
I just wanna watch everything from above as I go. See what happens after me. My curiosity has always been too strong for my own good.


You may want to include a warning on here... I thought this would be peaceful but it kinda made it a little scary...
 
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OldGod

OldGod

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Feb 20, 2020
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You may want to include a warning on here... I thought this would be peaceful but it kinda made it a little scary...

I suppose it can be interpreted differently for everyone. Did it scare you?
 
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itsmeagain

The Risen (The Fallen)
Jan 28, 2020
366
I suppose it can be interpreted differently for everyone. Did it scare you?
I skipped through a little bit. The part where it looks like a grainy film and the vision keeps flashing back in and out... I don't want it to be traumatic... I want it to be a slow... fade.. to black. But yeah, everyone sees it differently, but it scared me a little and usually these kinds of things I'm more accepting of. I don't think even suicidal people *want* to see other people die, just their suffering end, and fade peacefully or quick and easy.
 
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OldGod

OldGod

Student
Feb 20, 2020
141
I skipped through a little bit. The part where it looks like a grainy film and the vision keeps flashing back in and out... I don't want it to be traumatic... I want it to be a slow... fade.. to black. But yeah, everyone sees it differently, but it scared me a little and usually these kinds of things I'm more accepting of. I don't think even suicidal people *want* to see other people die, just their suffering end, and fade peacefully or quick and easy.

I'm not trying to be insensitive here, just realistic; death will always be traumatic. I think it's important to explore the possibilities of what could happen after you die. This film shares one possibility, they say there's still some brain activity after you "die". But who knows? It could all be bullshit.
 
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itsmeagain

The Risen (The Fallen)
Jan 28, 2020
366
I'm not trying to be insensitive here, just realistic; death will always be traumatic. I think it's important to explore the possibilities of what could happen after you die. This film shares one possibility, they say there's still some brain activity after you "die". But who knows? It could all be bullshit.
I think you're right. Perhaps it is. But this one seems a little bigger than life.. But I don't know. I suppose I shouldn't have clicked on it. That's my bad.
 
autumnal

autumnal

Enlightened
Feb 4, 2020
1,950
I just wanna watch everything from above as I go. See what happens after me. My curiosity has always been too strong for my own good.



Wow trippy. Might have to check this movie out.

P.S. I wondered why death needed to be depicted as so damn pixelated until I remembered I was watching the video via the Tor Browser! :))
 
OldGod

OldGod

Student
Feb 20, 2020
141
Wow trippy. Might have to check this movie out.

P.S. I wondered why death needed to be depicted as so damn pixelated until I remembered I was watching the video via the Tor Browser! :))

I highly recommend this film. It's on Netflix. But to be honest, the director uses very grainy film in his movies so the quality is pretty normal for him.
 
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Abaigh

Abaigh

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Jan 20, 2020
115
Same I want to be able to watch everything after I'm gone.
 
Proto

Proto

Student
Jan 21, 2020
117
Loved that movie, very trippy. I imagine it would be somehow like this when you die. A DMT breakthrough .
 

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