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Hello. Recently I tried to off myself. I failed, and now im left with nothing. I feel so robotic now? Almost like empty. I want to feel the coldness of my blood slipping again, and I dont want that. Its like a haze almost, and im wondering when does it stop? If anyone could please tell me when they finally felt normal again it would be appreciated. I just want to feel good again.

P.S. Id like to tell my therapist about my attempt but im afraid of hospitalization. Anyone know if theres a way around that? Thanks.
 
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