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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,160
I guess you're not going to say ctb☺️
 
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undecidedfool

undecidedfool

I'm just here.
Oct 29, 2024
48
I've just been deflecting and hoping for the best. Sometimes I just say "survive," which is actually the opposite of the plan lol
But yeah, hard to tell someone my resolution is to ctb :/
 
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mercybell

mercybell

rock bottom has a basement
Oct 1, 2024
19
I've been telling people I'd like to go back to school.
I have no real intention of doing so.
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
1,820
I just said what I'm going to be doing in the next few weeks~ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
 
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unwilling_lich

unwilling_lich

emo mcgee
Jan 1, 2024
44
ive been saying i have no idea tbh, which has been my answer for years now, ive also said in the past id like to go back to school but i think that was just cuz someone said i should and i didnt have any better ideas but nothing ever came of it
 
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Odwin

Odwin

Bucket of Chicken
Mar 31, 2021
558
Finish my apprenticeship and maybe lose 20 pounds. No big dreams as such.
 
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ScaredOfMachines

ScaredOfMachines

I am who I am
Nov 8, 2024
156
I also just say that I'm going to focus on fixing my mental health. What I have in mind is a bit more permanent way of doing it, but it's technically the truth.
 
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blacksand

blacksand

Specialist
May 2, 2023
380
I'm very honest that I have no idea and truly desire nothing which I can obtain at this point. If people want to get all concerned about me ctb then that's their issue. Turning the clock back 5 years is about the only thing that would even scratch the surface of fixing my depression or making me feel tangible desire for things. 5 years is not a long time but it's long enough that my existential hopelessness has gone exponential.
 
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