When are you more suicidal: before, during or after Christmas

[diy-event]

I feel the most after Christmas - and its time to book a hotel room

 

[cotton]

It's during when I think about the past. Legit answer.

After Xmas, work and study continues and life resumes... And I find a new way to outlive the past

 

[TheHolySword]

all of the above

 

[bananaolympus]

After christmas

 

[ShatteredSerenity]

Being with loved ones on Christmas made it hard for me to stomach the thought of suicide, and now that Christmas is over I have all the fresh memories making me feel guilty about hurting people. I wish I could have killed myself in early December before holiday season got underway, that's when I was most suicidal.

 

[Permanoir]

Before. Because the date is near my birthday

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I feel the same regardless of what time it is with respect to christmas

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish to cease existing every second of being burdened with this cruel, futile existence, my wish to die is a response to existence and I'll always hope to be gone no matter what as to me existence truly is the most terrible, tragic mistake, the fact that this existence was imposed that just causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for really is such a tragedy to me, I personally find existence to be deeply undesirable in every way and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence. I'd never wish to be conscious of anything at all, I'd always prefer to painlessly cease existing than be enslaved in this pointless existence where there is no limit as to how much one can suffer just to be tortured by old age, the thought of suffering until old age is just so horrific to me, I'd never wish for the cruelty of existence, what I ultimately have a problem with is existence itself, I never should have suffered in this existence at all.

 

[Forveleth]

None of the above. Holidays do not figure into my desire to die.

 

[Ligottian]

Thanksgiving, Christmas Eve, Christmas Day, New Years Eve, New Years Day. Plus the cold weather and the family gatherings which I actually manage to dodge this year. A whole bag of suckery.

 

[astonishedturnip]

After. I still enjoy the holiday season but once it's done and I have to go back to work, it's just a bunch of shit. Cold and dry weather, ice on the roads, dark or gray all day, shit sucks.

 

[SmilingNoMore]

It's more the thought of another year that gets to me, as opposed to a religious or family holiday. Tired of having a bottle of champagne by myself on new year's, and the new year not getting better than the last one.

 

[Tuonetar_]

I really love to cook, especially for a crowd, so the holiday season is (mostly) a fun time for me. But once it's over and the dopamine dies down I feel miserable and emotionally exhausted all over again

 

[SoulWhisperer]

After Christmas I'd say, for new year's...

 

[harlow-paige]

all of the above, but that weird almost liminal in between time post christmas and pre new year is especially hard, it's like all my usual distraction methods are disrupted and i feel like i'm just left to sit in my misery