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justletmedieplease
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- Jan 6, 2021
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Nope, just curious. Well, we have to go back to my childhood. I grew up in an extremely dysfunctional family where my parents fought every day. They would break shit and later take out their rage on me and my sister. Half of the times after they were done abusing us, which included punching and smashing our heads against the doorframe, they would make us come to the corridor, where they would say their ,,goodbyes'' and claim they are leaving forever. Happened on a weekly basis, they were out for half a day before they returned. This also made my sister mentally disturbed and she bullied me all the way to my 13th birthday when she moved out for good. Every time we went on vacation my parents fought in front of strangers for the fucking world to see. Or just beat me up, whenever they were in the mood for. There was this one time we went on a beach vacation and my parent insisted I give them the directions to a restaurant that was supposed to be close by. Sure I followed by. But I was still a kid and didn't understand much of electronics. I took my time and my father knocked the phone out of my hand and threatened to kick me to death once we returned to the hotel. Oh yeah, he threatened me the entire time he was driving to the placeAre you a psychology student doing research? What's your trauma? You go first.
My trauma is similar to yours. Though I wasnt sexually abused by my family, my moms abuse is the reason why I want to kill myself. No therapy medication or anything will release the pain of the trauma that ruins my life. I would rather die[Removed]