What's your to do/bucket list before you ctb? Looking for inspiration

[eashanm]

As above

 

[CandyCane]

I want to watch a few shows and movies that are award winning. I would like to go to the mountains one last time. I also need to get my will done. This is not a complete list but what comes to mind. Realistically, I'll freak out and die painfully because I decide I can't live 5 minutes longer.

 

[aroll]

- travel before finding a place to off myself
- make personalized necklaces for my close friends
- eat a nice meal without feeling guilty

I've had a plan of making a comic or game before CBT-ing, but I'm neither an artist nor a programmer so that didn't work out. I'm also not a good writer.

 

[Ramsay Fiction]

There were a bunch of things I wanted to do in life but then I go to reply to this thread and realize I don't really care about any of it.

I've never been outside of the United States. Maybe that?

 

[ramon]

I was planning on budget traveling through the amazon basin, part of the caribbean, and most of Central America. The trip would include reaching remote locations I'd never dare to go to, meeting natural wonders most humans take for granted, interacting with the locals (dodgy people mostly), trying foods and drinks I could only try once in a lifetime, and maybe hoping for an unexpected death.

Initially, I was planning to delay my date of CTB in favor of making this last adventure a reality; until I remembered that, on a similar trip I did before the pandemic, my people pleasing condition got me into situations nobody in this forum would like to undergo (e.g., I almost got kidnapped, I almost got framed for a crime I had nothing to do with, and I hatefully got scammed or cheated a lot).

After trying everything (therapists, medication, books, video-tutorials), still failing at overcoming people pleasing syndrome and diagnosed OCD, and realizing such conditions would keep ruining every good experience I would get into; I realized that the best for me is to cancel the trip and set my date for CTB earlier.

Maybe I didn't catch the plane, but catching the bus may turn out to be a better experience.

 

[Light_]

If I had a bucket list and could carry out such experiences as a human I wouldn't be killing myself. Maybe some of you will have your life transformed if you start doing the things you always wanted and you can live on.

 

[burglarlydante]

Listen to music
Eat my special last meal
Publish some of my art
Leave a letter to all my loved ones
Leave my things to all my loved ones as a vital testament
Leave my son (dog) to my mothet
Clean my room
Prepare my CTB place
Got to a last trip all by myself
And then die in peace!

 

[divinemistress87]

Skydiving tbats all I can come up with

 

[SoulWhisperer]

If I were to delay my exit from the scene I'd want to play the entire Final Fantasy Saga because I love JRPGs to death.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

nothing . I don't want anything from this evil life and evil world . i only want to escape exist this hell asap

I wish someone could tell me what's something i could do that will matter in 150 years? in 10,000 years , in 1 a trillion years? nothing because nothing matters.

will me watching a click bait youtube video today , will that garbage matter in a trillion years ? or eating some stupid food or watching nature as they tell is so good. sit there watching nature all day and see how boring that crap gets after a few hours .nothing matters except avoiding extreme pain.

nobody even really remembers anything memories are reconstructed

Reconstructive memory - Wikipedia

en.wikipedia.org

The human brain works backwards to retrieve memories

When we remember a past event, the human brain reconstructs that experience in reverse order, according to a new study.

www.sciencedaily.com

 

[girlsboysthems]

skydiving, going to special places (kink club or big techno club), GIVING THIS SHIT ANOTHER TRY and trying out different jobs.